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Friday, February 28, 2003 ( 2/28/2003 08:49:00 PM ) Lisa It's funny (and not in a good way) how my moods change. Not little, slight changes, either. Some times horrible, violent changes. Yesterday during school, I was in my normal hyper mood. I get home and I'm just all bummed out and don't feel like doing anything. Surprisingly, though, I did do my Art homework. Later at night I was in my regular mood. This morning (and pretty much all day) I've been bummed out. I even thought about downing a bunch of pills. Lucky for me, I can't swallow pills. I even thought about cutting my wrist some more, but I didn't but have this terrible erge to do so. My cuts are still healing from last week. They're pretty much all gone except for a few. Last week, I really sliced up my wrist. Yet, it surprises me that no one has mentioned it to me. I'm not looking for pity, that's one thing I don't want. But I know a few of my friends read my journals and stuff and I know a few have seen my cuts because I take my bracelets off for PE. And yet, no one mentions a word. My mom didn't even notice when she came in to comfort me last week. My sleeve was rolled up and there was blood all over my wrist, and yet, she says nothing. I don't know. I want to see a doctor about this, but don't want to be on any pills cause I can't swallow them and I'll most likely forget. Just like I did when I had to take the pills for my toe. Oh, well. My toes all healed up now. I had my last appointment for it on Tuesday (25)...Lisa # Thursday, February 27, 2003 ( 2/27/2003 10:15:00 PM ) Lisa A few quotes and such to fuck with your mind and such. Enjoy! Love Lisa I Am Beautiful, No Matter What You Say Words Can't Bring Me Down I Am Beautiful In Every Single Way Words Can't Bring Me Down ...So Don't You Bring Me Down Today... And you'd cry a little Die just a little And, baby, I would feel just a little less pain I gave, now I'm wanting Something in return So cry just a little for me Give it up, baby I hear you're doing fine Nothin's gonna save me 'Til I see it in your eyes Some kind of heartache, honey Give it a try I don't want pity I just want what is mine Could you cry a little Lie just a little Pretend that you're feeling a little more pain I gave, now I'm wanting Something in return So cry just a little for me Cry just a little for me Could you cry a little for me I am beautiful NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY Challenge the compasity, of my mentality, it's gonna be a tragedy a fatality. A flawless victory, a fucking unsolved mystery. I woke up this morning with a smile on my face And nobody is going to bring me down today Been feeling like nothing's been going my way lately ~> I was finally getting over you..and believing we were through ..I even had crushes, other than you .. I was walking wit my head up high ..Thinkin I wasn't gonna fall .. Then you had to smile at me .. And ruin it all <~~ "Not all relationships are about love, it's about mutual goals" ~Sex is good, Sex is fine, doggy style or 69, juz for fun or to get paid, Hey everyone likes to get laid!!!!* Dont settle with the one you can live with,Settle with the one you can't live without. Bruises fade father But the pain remains the same And I still remeber How you kept me so afraid But I'm OK People will forget what you said, Forget what you did, But they wont forget how you made them feel!! # ( 2/27/2003 09:31:00 PM ) Lisa I hate parents. Now my mom is saying I can't get the industrial piercings and my dad says I have to wait till the summer! WHAT! THE! HELL! First he says I can get it and my mom'll think about the tongue web piercing. Then my mom says no to both and my dad says when he has time. Now my mom said she'll think about it again, but when she was on the phone with my aunt, she said no and my dad says I have to wait till the effin' summer time! Oh Heeell no! They could both go suck a cock for all I care because I will get my tongue web pierced and the industrial piercings and I am going whether they like it or not! Oh, yes, and I actually did my Art homework. ::gasp:: Yes, yes I know. ...Lisa... # ( 2/27/2003 06:38:00 PM ) Lisa RIP Mr. Rogers # ( 2/27/2003 04:47:00 PM ) Lisa Argh. I hate me. I'll feel fine one minute and then a second later (which is now) I'm all depressed and don't want to do anything. I swear, I have to go see someone about this cause it's making me mad. This stupid annoying kid we watch is really effin' pissing me off! She's sooo effin' lucky that I can resist myself and not hit her, otherwise she'd be bleeding all over the damn place. Seriously, I want to choke her while shoving rocks down her throat to make her shut the Hell up. I yell at her all the time, too, since no one else will. She always looks on our Caller ID to see who's calling, so I yell at her cause frankly, it's none of her goddamn business who calls our house and I could care less what she tells her damn parents. She's always going through our cabinets and stuff for food (even though she ate like 2 hours before I got home) so I yelled at her for that. She's always running around and screaming and crap and Nick, Christina, and my dad will tell her to stop, but she still won't. So I have to yell at her and I mean really yell at her. At least she listens to me though, right? Whatever. I'm bored and don't feel like studying for Biology and I never do History homework. I should probably do my Art homework though...Lisa # Wednesday, February 26, 2003 ( 2/26/2003 07:23:00 PM ) Lisa the pain, and the rain, all build up, on the strain, of the hurt. now your burnt, from the fires, of the love. so you run, from your fears, and your troubles. and your mother, and your father, your sisters and brother, cannot help with the pain, and the hurt. so you run, through the rain, now the strain, on your legs, and your muscles, they ache. oh the pain, once again, has come down, to your brain. and your thoughts, are now lost, ‘cuz the strain. And the pain, and the rain, still you run, from it all. now you fall, on your knees, see the blood? it's good to bleed. your still alive. but this life, and this knife, are not friends. your wrist, likes to bleed. what you need, is the blood. cannot love. need to feel, make for sure, life is real. all this pain, all this strain, all this blood, unable to feel, all because, just one reason. it all stems, from the one, simple problem. "whats wrong? huh?" they all ask, with their masks. fake little people. don't understand, all my pain. running fast, in the rain. and it's all, just because, of YOU. # ( 2/26/2003 03:51:00 PM ) Lisa No school Monday!! I think I may just have the house to myself this time. Yeah! Cause me and Sandy want to do something...which I won't post here cause it's bad. lol. But, yeah. My mom said she wants to take the day off. I hope she doesn't though. If I do do that thing with Sandy, I'll be sure to post. lol. It's nothing sick or anything, though...don't worry... # Tuesday, February 25, 2003 ( 2/25/2003 04:55:00 PM ) Lisa Vince is being an asshole today. Someone's talking about me right now (my ear's ringing). My parents said they'll take me to get an industrial piercing on each ear this weekend and my mom said she'll think about letting me get my tongue web pierced. Hopefully I get to go this weekend and they let me get my tongue web pierced, too. Oh, well...We'll see... # Monday, February 24, 2003 ( 2/24/2003 09:47:00 PM ) Lisa Jill wasn't in school today. =( So tomorrow, I have to kill her. If she's not there tomorrow, I'll kill her Wednesday...and she WILL be there by Wednesday! So I was alllll alone in French class and in lunch. =( Well, Deanna, Amina, and Katie were in lunch, but I don't really talk to them, but whatever. I'm subscribed to tooo many zines! I have to unsubscribe from some of them. lol. I just subscribed to like 50 yesterday, too. lmao. I'll probably unsubscribe from a few diary zines cause I'm subscribed to too many of those and I can't really keep up with all of them and forget which is which...I only like 3 or 4 of them really. =/ I barely even read through them any more, unless they're really short or one of the ones I actually like. Eh, well. I'll figure it out later. I don't really like unsubscribing from zines though. I've only unsubscribed from like 2. 1 was because it was about SNL and got kind of boring and the other was about Britney Spears. Oh, and I got "permantely unsubscribed" because the editor was an effin bitch. lmao. Good night. Lisa # ( 2/24/2003 05:45:00 PM ) Lisa So I called Mario today after school, but his cell phone wasn't on (go figure) but I didn't want to leave a message cause I don't even know the dude and hate leaving messages. I called around 4:40 cause I was like staring at my clock. lol. 5 minutes ago he called. But he didn't know who I was (cause he didn't know my last name) so he called here (I didn't feel like blocking my number, who cares, right!?) and he's like "Hi, this is Mario did somebody call me?" I was like who is this? Mario? He's like yeah. I was like ohhhh! It's Lisa. He's like who? I said Lisa. He's like oh I thought you weren't gonna call. lol. Then he starts telling me he called back cause he has stalkers and stuff. lmao. What Italian person doesn't, right? lmao. j/k. So I promised I'd call him back later. He sounds really effin' hot, too! hahaha. # Sunday, February 23, 2003 ( 2/23/2003 04:26:00 PM ) Lisa I forgot to say: At Jill's house we IMed Justin and yesterday when I was online, he had his away message up, but when I got on, he took it off and IMed me. lol. hehehe =) # ( 2/23/2003 03:49:00 PM ) Lisa My cousins left at 3 this morning. I didn't fall alseep till 5, though. Then around 10:30 (I think) someone came into my room because I had "Major League 2" and they had to return the movies...I think it was Nick. I woke up at 1:30 and finally got up. Surpisingly, my dad didn't wake me up once. Then I made my bed and all that crap and ate a donut. hehe. Then my parents made me make Christina and Gabriella's bed. I can understand Gabriella's, cause she's 5, but Christina's 12 and woke up a LOT earlier than I did cause she had volleyball this morning. Grrr!!! Family's suck! Oh! My grandparents just came over! lol. I haven't since them since that Italian dinner-dance...so like 3 weeks ago, almost. Drinking my second can of pop. lol. Me and Cathy always get like a 5-minute sugar rush when we drink Coke. lol. So we were being all crazy yesterday for like 10 minutes and everyone started yelling at us-When they're the ones with the freakin' alcohol!! lol. Welp, Christina wants to go on right now. Damn her! I have to ( 2/23/2003 03:25:00 PM ) Lisa 
Your Sexual Energy is Magenta!You ooze passion and love, as well as a romantic sensuality. Your strength is the intensity of your passion - it can last forever. You can stay with the same lover for months, and every day still feels new. You crave closeness - intimacy is your path to incredible sex. Foreplay is your speciality - little whispers, touches, and kisses. You have the ability to bring passion to any situation. As for finding lovers, you usually don't find yourself needing a lover. Chances are that you've been with the same person for quite a while. If you seek someone new, you usually date traditionally - until you find a spark. Challenging your passionate approach to sexuality could spice things up. Try having sex with someone you think is hot, although not "the one" Seduce a complete stranger (or two) for some intense anonymous sex! Magenta sexual energies include Jennifer Lopez and Jennifer Aniston. For the best match, look for people with pink, red, and yellow sexual energies. What Color is Your Sexual Energy? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva # Saturday, February 22, 2003 ( 2/22/2003 06:42:00 PM ) Lisa *This Entry Contains Mild Swearing* Yesterday was my dad's 45th birthday. I also had a 1/2 day for school. Vanessa's mommy gave me a ride home, so I was home around 10:40-10:45-ish. Then I cleaned up my room a bit and went online. Then I took a shower got ready for Jill's house and At Jill's house: we watched TV. Then her parents left to go to a retirement party, so we had the house to ourselves. We went online and toyed with people in a chat room, but it wasn't as fun as last time. =( Then we ordered Chinese food again. =) Yum! Yum! lol. Then we made each other look like clowns. lmao. I wanted to take pictures, but neither of us had a camera or film. awww. sadness. I called Joey, but he wasn't home. Jill wouldn't call Mario for me and I didn't feel like it. lol. She wouldn't pierce my ears either. grrrr!!! =*( Saturday: I kept waking up during the night, but that's nothing new. We finally got up at 11:30. Ate Chinese food for breakfast and watched some TV. I had more fun this time than last time...I think...yeah, I did. lol. We laughed a LOT, which is good cause we burned all the fat off from the Chinese food. haha. My cousins-Cathy, Laura, John, my Uncle Bill and Aunt Anna- are coming over in a little while. Ordinarily, I'd be kinda happy, but I have a fucking headache (yet again) and I'm not in the mood to deal with people today. I finally finished watching "Major League"...Now I just have to watch "Major League 2." grrr!!! # Friday, February 21, 2003 ( 2/21/2003 11:34:00 AM ) Lisa I think my cat's on drugs. haha. He follows me everywhere and he always wants to go outside...I think he thinks he's a dog. you are a supportive friend, yet you know how to balance your pal's needs with your own.. You'll be a shoulder for her to cry on, but you have a mind of your own and you wouldn't take orders from her. You'll also be honest enough to tell her when you think she's wrong. You're a good listener and friends consider you trustworthy and approachable. You have an inner strength people are drawn to. You are secure with who you are. Continue to support your friends as you are also being supported. Listen to your friends and remember to keep taking care of yourself. # ( 2/21/2003 11:21:00 AM ) Lisa I'm listening to "Open Your Eyes" by Staind. I have the whole house to myself, but Nick should be home from school in a few minutes. I'm gonna take a nap before I go to Jill's house cause I'm pissed tired. Cathy was having a heart attack yesterday cause Justing wouldn't IM her. I was like pyscho child, calm the eff down! lol. I was gonna post the convo. up here, but I forgot and clicked out. lmao. Oh, well. She's like "he keeps asking me for my pic and I told him my scanner's broke." Which is true, it is. I'm like I know he was doing the same thing to me for like 3 weeks straight. haha. That kid (Justin) has some problems. haha. I told him I didn't have a webcam and my scanner was broke, but he continued to ask me pretty much every time we talked. It got kind of annoying, if you know what I mean. People these days! grrr!!! Ottay...I'm bored... # Thursday, February 20, 2003 ( 2/20/2003 08:45:00 PM ) Lisa I'm sleeping by Jill's house tomorrow! Yeah! Tomorrow's a 1/2 day, too. I start at 7:30 and get out at 10:36. Not bad, ay? Besides the fact that I START AT 7:30 IN THE EFFIN' MORNING!!!!! So yeah. lol. Anyways, after school I'm gonna take a shower then get all my crap ready for Jill's house, then take a little nappy cause I'm about to fall asleep now, as it is. haha. Eff head! My effin' bra broke! hahaha. The stupid metal thing's like digging into my skin and has been all day. But, you know, since I couldn't check it during the middle of class or school-lol-I had to suffer through the effin' day. So I just checked it. These types of bras always break on me, too. WTF!? Damn boobs! grrr!!! lol. I have only 1 bra that's survived so far. haha. Why? Because it's a sports bra. lol. STUPID BOOBS! Yes, I know they're big, you do NOT have to remind me of that. Thank you. Here's my English story thing. Chapter 41,387 A Typical Day In School I’m sitting on my bed looking at the godd*** snow through my window and watching all the phony people walk down the street. My day in school was pretty crumby. I hate going to school with all those phony b*******. They don’t give a d*** about anything but themselves. Take old Giovanni for instance. Now he’s an alright kinda guy. But just because I didn’t do his godd*** Art homework because he asked me to, he won’t even talk to me. It’s people like him who depress me. Not al of the people are phony, though. Anna’s a cool girl. She doesn’t talk s*** about anyone and she’s nice. Jill’s a little weirdo who tells a lot of jokes, but has some problems, too. She’s not a very open person either. I don’t think she gets a lot of attention at home. Anyway, like I was saying. Not all the people are phony, but most of them are. Like Carmelo, we used to talk all the time, but all of a sudden, he’s too big to even say hi to me. The freshman are all immature b*******. I wasn’t like that when I was their age. You always find people necking in the hallway, too. Vince gets on my nerves a lot. He’s always talking s*** about people, mostly me. So today I confronted him about it, but he denied it all. I was kinda disappointed, though cause I was in the mood to fight. Mario and Joey are alright. All they talked about in lunch today was girls. I didn’t want to listen so I walked around the school and got yelled at by all the security guards and teachers. The teachers are horrible here. Now Kennedy’s an alright school. Don’t get me wrong. But the teachers here are stupid morons. My French teacher can’t teach for s***. All we do is sit on our a**** and color all d*** period long. My US History teacher is worse! He expects you to start taking notes the second you walk through the d*** door. Now how the h*** can you start teaching a class, if only six of us are there? The subjects aren’t that bad. It’s the stupid people that get paid to teach us that are bad. Why are these morons getting paid anyway? I haven’t learned s*** since I came to this d*** school. Getting up in the morning is a pain in the a**, too. Why bother getting up if I’m not going to learn anything, you know? Now back to the teachers. My homeroom teacher is a total b****. She’s always yelling at us and telling us to shut up. She complains a lot, too. My art teacher is a whole different story. He lets these phony b******* get away with a lot of s***. He never writes people up and all we do is sit and talk. No one even does their work. Biology’s an alright class. I don’t see the point of it, though cause I’m not gonna become a scientist or something. I hate science and I’m too dumb for it anyway. The school’s alright. No kidding. But I don’t think it’s too hot. We have to wear uniforms, too. White polo shirts and navy blue pants. People are always getting s*** for not wearing their Ids or not following the dress code. I think the security guards should just leaves us the h*** alone. But I’m just one person. I don’t get much homework. Besides, I hardly do any of it in the first place. I usually get a few questions to answer some worksheets and once in a while I have to write a report or do some type or project. So that’s not too bad. I’m thankful school is only seven hours a day. I don’t think I would be able to handle it if it was any longer than that. But still, I don’t see what the point of homework is. We spend enough time in school already, so why make us do work at home? I guess you could say it was a typical day in school. I went to class, fell asleep in a few, witnessed a few fights, and came home. School depresses me a lot. I hate snow. Come to think of it, I don’t even know why I’m staring at it. I guess it’s because I have nothing better to do with my time. Friday night and I’m sitting on my bed looking out the godd*** window at the snow. How very exciting. Life isn’t all that exciting for me, though. Anyway, I don’t feel like thinking about school anymore. It really makes me depressed. It sucks, yes I know, but I could careless cause I hate being forced to write things. Eh well, watcha gonna do? # ( 2/20/2003 07:36:00 PM ) Lisa APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. # ( 2/20/2003 05:06:00 PM ) Lisa Me and Cathy are talking on AOL right now...and Justin just got on, but then he got off right away. lol. I don't know why I think that's funny, I just do. haha. Maybe he's torn between us two!? hahahaha. lmfao. # ( 2/20/2003 04:29:00 PM ) Lisa I WANT A JOLLY RANCHER! I have a taste for a jolly rancher and I don't know why. lol. Sergio said he'd give me a jolly rancher, but not the one I wanted-if you know what I mean. lol. I wanted an actual jolly rancher, he wasn't talking about that. lmao. We don't swim for PE for another 7 weeks! HELL YEAH! We play hockey next. woot! woot! ::does the Lisa dance:: Ottay, that's it for now. Pretty useless crap. lol.All I have to do is my English project for homework! Yes! I'll post it when I'm done. lol. I'm gonna go have some leftover Chinese food now...Lisa! # Wednesday, February 19, 2003 ( 2/19/2003 06:38:00 PM ) Lisa I'm having Chinese food today! YEAH! The first thing I thought of was Jill. lol. She said it's her favorite food and she made me eat a WHOLE LOT last Friday. lol. So, yeah, that's what I thought of...Ok, I don't know what the point of that was, but whatever. Anywho. I might sleep by Jill's house again this Friday (which also happens to be Vince's 45th birthday)! =) {Smiley face for Jill not Vince.} That'd be cool if I do, but I probably shouldn't cause I gotta lose all the weight I gained because of Jill from last week. lol. =) She can't see Tyler this weekend. =( Poor Jilly. I think he should just go over to her house and I'll "babysit" them aka: leave the house and let them do...uh...whatever it is that they do. hehe. CHINESE FOOD RULES! (I like it more than Italian food, but ssshhh! don't tell anybody.) YEAH! Lots of people adopted me today! lol. Here's the list so far: Tom-I get to live in his closet and he'll let me out once in a while to "play in the back yard." lmao. Sergio-I have to give him a BJ once a week. lol. But I do get my own room...haha Jackie-I get the basement!! Yeah! =) Angela-don't know what I get or have to do yet. Sam-don't know what I get or have to do yet. Carly-don't know what I get or have to do yet. Jerry-I have to cook. Jessica-I get to do nothing. lol. Anna-cook and she cleans. Diane-I don't have to do anything! YEAH! Mr. Best-I get to live in his attic (but he adopted me a few weeks ago.) Jill-she's adopting me and Christina-We get to push Christina down the stairs continously. Brian-I get to live and his basement and eat Ramen soup every day. lmao. I think that's it...Or I forgot people. lol. Interesting...I'm still at home though. To The People That Have Adopted Me: WHEN AM I MOVING IN!!!!!?????!?! jw Ottay that's it for now. This coke's giving me a headache. lol. Love Lisa! # ( 2/19/2003 03:43:00 PM ) Lisa lisa, your sense of humor is Goofy Humor You have your standards: They may be low, but at least you have them. Sure, subtle wit makes some people grin and say, "Now that's funny." But you know the Three Stooges makes people howl with laughter. It's the physical stuff, the poop jokes and funny voices, that get you going because you have a goofy sense of humor. You have no problem making a fool of yourself as long as your moves to "fake" a fall break the ice and make people feel comfortable. # Tuesday, February 18, 2003 ( 2/18/2003 10:06:00 PM ) Lisa  You're pretty obsessive! ^_^ The how obsessive are you quiz. brought to you by Quizilla # ( 2/18/2003 10:00:00 PM ) Lisa Too cool, oh yeah! you haven't had time to think about death in deep yet, sometimes you'll hear something on the news that might shock you, but you get over it quickly. You like not thinking about it very much, its your safe haven. It's your way of excaping the horrible stuff that happens to people. Don't worry, alot of people think like you. Your not the only one. You don't understand why bad things happen, try as you might. Well anyway, your at a good piont in your life, with not thinking to much about death, that is comfortable for you. thats good, no, that isn't just good, its great! Are you afraid of death? brought to you by Quizilla Toyota Camry - You don't want any unwanted attention drawn towards you. You don't mind being alone in the house in a quiet atmosphere. You also prefer small groups. No 12's or subs in this Camry! What Type of Car are You? brought to you by Quizilla # ( 2/18/2003 09:41:00 PM ) Lisa # ( 2/18/2003 09:16:00 PM ) Lisa woot woot! go me! ::does the lisa dance:: 
You Are A Juicy Kisser!About Your Kissing Style: Your lips are totally kissable baby, and you know how to use them. You are the perfect - with the right combo of lips and tongue. It's important to flaunt it, so kiss early and often on dates! What Your Kissing Style Says About You: You're 100% hot, and you know it. You're all about being sexy, all the time. You have no trouble scoring dates or kisses ... Just trouble getting rid of jealous people trying to show you up! You attract attention from every hot guy and girl... even before you show off your kissing skills. Your Personal Kissing Matches and Mismatches: Go out with another Juicy Kisser and you'll be the power couple of the party. Sure, you'll have a ton of hot kisses, but only after everyone there has checked you guys out. Hook it up with a Romantic Kisser and you may have found your soulmate. Romantic Kissers will be attracted to your appeal, and you'll appreciate their loyalty. Keep away from Carnal Kissers! They'll just try to play you for sex, and ruin your reputation in a heartbeat. And Freaky Kissers are way too wild and rough for your style. You prefer pleasure to pain, thank you very much. How Do *You* Kiss? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva 
You Have a Submissive Ass!Bend over, because I'm your master. I'm going to spank you harder and faster. Beat your ass good until it burns. Then let my friends take their turns. What Ass Do *You* Have?? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva wtf!? these pics are HILARIOUS! hahahahahahahaha MARIO!! COME ON!!! grrr!!! # ( 2/18/2003 07:17:00 PM ) Lisa hahaha. Mario keeps getting kicked off line. lol. Poor Mario. Guess what!? Sergio adopted me! lol. YEAHHH! I HAVE AN ADOPTED DADDY AND YOOUUU DOOON'T! sorry. Yeah, so...today was kinda boring, so far. French was blah...stupid doped up puzzle that was on dope. History was boring. Angela got in trouble a few times. lol. ABOUT TIME! CAUSE I ALWAYS GET IN TROUBLE! Lunch was usual. Jill made me get a lunch today. lol. PE was OK. We went in the Weight Room and me and Jackie basically did nothing. hahaha. No Mr. Polask tomorrow!!! hahahahaha. English was fun. We had a fire drill and did nothing the whole period. Art was...art. Biology was fun. SERGIO'S BACK!! He said I could pierce his nipples and his ears! lol. (I'm gonna use a needle, cause I'm not a licensed piercer. So...SSSHHH!!!) Brian's gonna let me pierce his tongue. I'm gonna get my tongue web pierced (among LOTS of other things. lol) Gene won't let me pierce his eyebrow. =( And when I told Jesse I was gonna pierce his labret (below your lip) he called me a physco. Oh....=( Yeah, I am. lol. Anywho...SERGIO'S MY ADOPTED DADDY! lol. He said I had to give his feet a massage every day, but I said no. We worked it out though. I get my own room, but I have to give him a BJ once a week. lmfao. I can't pinch Gene's or Sergio's cheeks now cause that adds up to another BJ. lol. STUPID THEM! So, I'll just stick to giving them tittie twisters. lol. ::insert evil grin here:: Alg/Trig was stupid. I did nothing, got all confused, copied notes, wrote Jason a letter that said I LOVE YOU all over it (lol) and got confused some more. Then I gave Jason his book (he thought I was gonna give him a tittie twister cause I was walking right at him. hahaha)...THEN I gave him a tittie twister and I showed him my love letter to him. lol. I'M COLD! # ( 2/18/2003 07:16:00 PM ) Lisa MORE SEX QUIZZES. lol. 
Your Inner Blonde is Pamela AndersonAlthough you look like a cartoon character, you lead a soap opera life. Stop picking the wrong guys, and your glamourous life won't have a Marylin Monroe ending. Who's *Your* Inner Dumb Blonde? Click Here to Find Out! More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva 
Whoa, You Need To Tame Those Puppies!People always know when you're coming, because your boobs get there five minutes before you do! Your back must be hurting. Think about a reduction, before your nipples hit your waist. Do *You* Need a Boob Job? Click Here to Find Out! More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva WELL DUH YOU FUCKING COCK-SUCKER! I ALREADY KNEW THAT YOU DICK! 
Nope. Definitely not bisexual. Thank you for trying ;)Although you only like to eat one kind of meat, that doesn't mean you are any less of a sexual gourmand. You just choose only the finest of dicks/breasts (whichever strikes your particular gender's fancy) and enjoy them with the style and panache that ideally suits you. Are *You* Bisexual? Click Here to Find Out! More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva well that's good to know. lol. 
You Are a Kogyaru!If it's cute, you'll wear it. Fake and bake, hair bleach, and bright makeup line your bathroom cabinet. As for clothes - anything that's short and cute ("kawaii!"). You are the prize object of all sorts of men - but you are really looking for a rich foreign guy. He'll find you out hanging out in Shibuya shopping at the 109, text messaging and sending photos over your cellphone. What's *Your* Japanese Subculture? 
You Are a Cybernormal!You know how to find all the online action. But you only respond if you have a strong attraction. You've got to step up, if you want to get down or dirty. Or you might not get laid again - until you're 30! Are *You* a Cyberslut? 
No Way You're Gay!You really have no interest in becoming a lesbian. You are all about being a straight girl. You love dick and love going down on your man. It's just when things turn gay you are a bit unsure. The idea of gay sex just wigs you out. No doubt you're gay friendly, it's just not for you personally. Are *You* a Lesbian? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva That's good. lol. 
You Are Very HornyYour sex drive catchs you in a trap! You want to be sensible and sexy, but it's hard to be both! You are a horny chick riding on a derailed speeding train. Chances are your body will win out over your mind, and you'll let your sexual spirit free. Sure your sexuality has caused a bit of drama, but what's live without the drama? You have come a long way, though, and it never hurts to travel a bit more! How Horny Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva lmfao!!! # ( 2/18/2003 06:40:00 PM ) Lisa SEX QUIZZES. lol. 
Your Hidden Sexual Talent is Sniffing Out Big DickAll your friends wonder your trick... You're an expert at finding big dick! You're the envy of every girl on the block. Because your man has the biggest cock. What's *Your* Hidden Sexual Talent? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva 
You Are 1/2 Virgin, 1/2 Whore!50-50, baby! Ah, you are fairly normal. You have sex, though to you it's not more exciting than a new designer outfit. Secretly, you are a adventurous soul just waiting for someone to take control. Open up a little, and you'll show your guy the best sex ever. There's nothing to be afraid of - except fainting from multiple orgasms! You are great at kissing, getting yourself off, and using your hands. What Do Girls Whisper Behind Your Back? Virgin or Whore Quiz Tells All! More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva 
Your Secret Fetish Is Piercings!Not only is the pain a big rush, as you know, piercings are a great sexual enhancer. Sure, you may not be able to get a job with your punctured face, but you will have incredible sex! Kiss and suck away, but don't get your piercings locked with your lover's. What's *Your* Secret Fetish? Click Here to Find Out! More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Yeah...I already knew that, though... 
Your Sex Position is Upside Down 69Daring. Dangerous. And oh so tasty. You go crazy when you go south - And you love getting it in the mouth. What's Your Sex Position? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!?????!?! 
You Are Backdoor Barbie!You come complete with easy to remove velcro panties, a bottle of lube, and a home HIV test. Enema and butt plug sold separately. Not recommended for children under age 6. What Naughty Barbie Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva WHAT THE FUCK, AGAIN!!!!!?????!?! 
You Taste Like Everything in the Kitchen!If you think rotten crotch tastes bad Then try your own peas & whipped cream combo Ever heard of taking out the trash? What Do *You* Taste Like? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva HUH!? I gotta stop taking these quizzes. lol. 
You Are Furry Cuffs!In the bedroom You like to play cop So keep fucking hard Even when begged to stop! What Sex Toy Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva # ( 2/18/2003 06:14:00 PM ) Lisa You're Hyde! You one bad ass dude and you consider yourself a rebel but underneath the mean exterior you have a soft side What brought to you by Quizilla You are insane. Are you insane? v.1.0 brought to you by Quizilla Eh...Go figure...  You get a B in friendship! You are loyal to your friend and see her often. Whats you friendship grade?(GIRLS ONLY) brought to you by Quizilla ok? but my parents never let me go out or have anyone over so...whatever.  You're Mascara! You're charming and mysterious. You can manage to get along with almost anyone, and you keep your cool, no matter what. What kind of make-up are YOU? brought to you by Quizilla i knew i was gonna be mascara. lol. You are a Dum Dum. Everybody knows you and you come in different variations but are mostly the same. You are just an average schmo at school and you don't do anything to try and stick out. What kind of Candy are you??? brought to you by Quizilla k life...u want a family and love your car...dont take life to seriously though! what board game are you?? brought to you by Quizilla # Monday, February 17, 2003 ( 2/17/2003 03:58:00 PM ) Lisa Middle finger You are always in control and you do not listen to what comes out of your mouth until after you have hurt someone or made them cry. In other words, you're a bitch. OR a bastard. What finger are you? brought to you by Quizilla Well, you're a bit wet, but I guess there's no harm in that if you actually wanna 'get along' with people and crap. So it's fair enough I guess. How full of hatred are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You're a komodo dragon. Roar. You think you're so great don't you? Bah, everyone knows that cows reign supreme. You either are easily angered or totally apathetic. Or both. What Random Animal Are You? brought to you by Quizilla  Your Heart is Black What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla You are a MIRROR. You just copy what everyone else does and don't really think for yourself. Hey, is that a pimple? What Item From the Bathroom Are You? brought to you by Quizilla  Paul Who's your Good Charlotte match? brought to you by Quizilla you like the type of fella that is good lookin, and loves to party, not real heavy but ur kind of party!!! >WHAT KIND OF GUYS DO YOU LIKE< brought to you by Quizilla 
You Have a Big Nipple!That's a mighty big nipple - Any breast come with that? What Nipple Do You Have? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva ummm...thanks?? # ( 2/17/2003 12:05:00 PM ) Lisa Christina got offline around 10:15 last night, so then I decided to go online. Of course, I get yelled at. I'm not talking about our usual yelling, this was screaming where you were most definitely able to hear us outside. I'm surprised no one said anything. I thought Vince was going to hit me cause of how I was screaming at him. I swear, I gave myself a headache. Then he starts in about how "I never help around the house" "I do one thing and that's it." Then the asshole starts saying that I'm always making fun of him! So that pushed me over the edge and I get off the chair and I'm screaming at him (the whole time Nick, Gabriella, and my mom are just wastching us) and I'm like "I'm not even making fun of you! Stop making up stupid lies!" and all that great stuff. Then he starts saying how I complained the computer was too slow and now I'm complaining the computer's too fast. First of all: the old computer was slow. My great-grandma could walk from Bridgeport to here before the computer finished loading and crap. Second of all: I have NEVER complained because the new computer was "too fast" cause it's not cause it could never be. Technology updates waaay to fast for that. So we're yelling for 10 minutes and he saying how he wants me out of the house by the time I'm 18 (not the first time he said that to me, either) and we continue screaming and I start crying and he says "good, go to your room and cry." I scream "that's where I'm going! Are you blind!? Do you not seem me walking up the stairs!?" He's like "that's all she ever does. I scream at her, she cries and goes to her room." I'm screaming the whole time he's saying that and my mom's like "G, you told her to go to her room. quack quack gobble gobble" So I go upstairs and slam the door in the kitchen, then I kick the door to my room open (and everything on my nightstand and behind my door fall) and then I slam the door shut.I start crying uncontrolably (I don't even think that's a word) and blared my Staind cd and then I did something I haven't done in a while. I took of all my bracelets and watch, got out my razor, and cut my wrist like 8 times. Then I got out my pen and paper and wrote a poem. My mom came in and tried to talk to me, but I didn't say anything to her. Then I went to bed in my clothes (jeans, a shirt, socks, shoes, and a zip-up sweater). I didn't even unfold my blankets from my bed. I did write 3 poems though... To You written 2-17-03 10:43 p.m. My heart beats faster My head pounds with pain Tears stream down my face As I run to my room You yell at me for making fun of you, Which is something I didn't even do You yell at me for using the computer You yell at me for not sweeping or washing the dishes And when I go to my room, I take out my razor, Remove my bracelets, And cut myself again and again I watch as the blood seeps from my skin Then I get out my paper and my pen And I write Mostly, I write about shit I sit in the corner of my room As my body trembles, As I blare Staind from my cd player But no one comes to check on me And when I think of this, More tears drip onto the paper Please kill me now Because I can no longer go on You cock suckers don't know how I feel You probably don't even care The words on the page are all a blur As I pour out my heart and soul I can't remember the last time you told me you loved me You probably never have You tell me you want me out of her when I'm 18 I probably can't live that long No on tries to comfort me No one bothers to see how I feel The screaming and fighting will have to end But I'd probably kill myself by then The last thing I want to say to you two: Is I FUCKING HATE YOU! # Sunday, February 16, 2003 ( 2/16/2003 04:12:00 PM ) Lisa I'm soo bored! I should probably be doing my homework right now, but I don't feel like it. I was just watching "Major League" cause a friend of my said it was a "kick ass movie," so I decided to rent it (and Major League 2), but so far it's kinda boring. lol. I couldn't even watch it all the way through, so I turned it off and I'm going to watch the rest later. Maybe it's just because I'm not really in the "ha-ha" mood, you know? Oh, well. Yesterday my cousins Cathy, Laura, and John came over cause we had to "babysit" them. lol. (Cathy and John are 15 and Laura's 13) We had pizza (more weight for me!! lol) and we rented "Major League", "Major League 2", "The Sum of All Fears", "Austin Powers-Goldmember", and "Signs". Yesterday they watching goldmember, signs, and sum of all fears in a row. I wasn't in the movie-watching mood, so I went online. What else was I supposed to do? We turned all the lights off so I couldn't see anything and I didn't wanna go to my room because that would be just mean. So after they left (2am), my parents started yelling at me cause I was on the computer while they were there. My mom's like "they don't do that when we're by their house." First of all: she never goes by their house cause she says by our grandparents (her parents) house. Second of all: ummm...yes they do. Laura and John are pretty much always online and Laura usually lets Christina go online, too. I let John go online, too. Then he started looking through all of our files on the computer and that kinda ticked me off cause no one said he could and we NEVER do that when we're by their house. I hate family. So my parents were yelling at me saying that's rude and quack quack quack. Nick's just standing their like "duh" and I'm yelling back at them. I said Nick was doing the same exact thing, but they weren't yelling at him. Then Nick said yeah but I was talking to John (who was 4 feet away from him). So I said oh, it's ok for Nick to go online when they're here even if he's talking to people, but as long as he's also talking to John? But it's not ok for me to go online when you guys are watching a movie and I didn't want to watch it? I HATE FAMILY! Then my parents were like "forget it, you always have to be right." Ummm...YEAH! Especially when it's something as stupid as that. They always just give up when they know I'm right...which is a lot, by the way. lol. My arm hurts. haha...Lisa # ( 2/16/2003 01:18:00 PM ) Lisa I was an eyebrow piercing last time...Interesting... 
You Are A Tongue PiercingYou're extremely oral (like you didn't know that!) You love going down... on girls and guys! You're not one to be too naughty in public - You like to save it all for the bedroom. What Piercing Are *You*? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva # ( 2/16/2003 12:22:00 AM ) Lisa br> # Saturday, February 15, 2003 ( 2/15/2003 10:06:00 PM ) Lisa  Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange darkness and sadness lurk about you. What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla  YOU EAT PEOPLE!!! what's YOUR deepest secret? brought to you by Quizilla yep. got this last time, too. lol. Victoria Nun-- cause you favorite saying is you ain't gettin nun What's your stripper name? (female) brought to you by Quizilla  Nihilist Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla 66% insane. you started out insane, but now you've either gone stupid, or you're trying to hard to get thrown into the squishy room. how insane are you? brought to you by Quizilla Congrats! In your life, you'll have sex with 2 people! And you'll first have sex at age 19, in your own bed. You are 14% sexy. lmao "I'm afraid we have some bad news. Please, you might want to stay seated." Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on: September 14, 2067 at the age of 79 years old. On that date you will most likely die from: Cancer (34%) Third Degree Burns (11%) Alien Abduction (10%) Suicide (9%) Horrible Accident (9%) Drowning (6%) Homicide (5%) midget spinning What is your hidden talent? brought to you by Quizilla # ( 2/15/2003 09:28:00 PM ) Lisa you have for urself a pure thug...damn they are the best! What kind of Boy friend do you need? brought to you by Quizilla  U ARE A FREAK! Are U a freak? brought to you by Quizilla AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!  You would make them suffer How would you kill someone brought to you by Quizilla MWUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Self flagulation. Getting to know Rosy Palm and her 5 daughters a WHOLE hell of alot better aren't we? What kind of sex are you? brought to you by Quizilla eh. . .your not really punk at all! but thats ok. . .it isn't for everyone >>What kind of punk are you?<< brought to you by Quizilla  You're a PUNK!!! Rock on man. You're not black..but you've got the gangster in you. `?!?!?!HOw BLACK are yOu?!?! brought to you by Quizilla # ( 2/15/2003 08:20:00 PM ) Lisa You are 25% GAY! That's less gay than average for someone of your gender and supposed orientation. The typical straight female is 32% gay! lol. Brian's gayer(?) than me! lmfao. hahahaha  your fuck. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla yep. that's what i got last time, too. lol.  innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it that way What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla yep. i got this answer last time, too. lol.  Horse What Is Your Animal Personality? brought to you by Quizilla  "When I grow up I'll be stable. When I grow up I'll turn the tables.." ..childish and fun! You are Garbage's WHEN I GROW UP. You may be young now, but wait till later... you'll show everyone what it is you can do. What Song Describes Your Life? brought to you by Quizilla # ( 2/15/2003 04:59:00 PM ) Lisa I slept by Jill's house yesterday. Fun! Fun! She picked up (her actually driving, too!) around 4. She's a very good driver, too! She straightened my hair with her sister's straightening iron. Ssshhh!!! Don't tell! lol. My hair was like a big afo! It was hilarious. lmfao. We watched TV, played speed, messed with people online, Damn!!!!! tried calling Justin and Mario, but neither were home and I didn't want to leave a message on Mario's cell phone 'cause I hate leaving messages. We talked to Jill's boyfriend (Taylor) on the phone and AOL. Awww Jill! He sounds soo cute on the phone! lol. We had Chinese food for dinner. Jill's gonna make me fat, too! Yes, I'm an extremely slow eater. Jill kept yelling at me to eat faster and to eat more. hahaha. So she made me eat 2 bowls of rice. =) Then some chocolates, then a cookie, and some seed-type-things that were yummy! Oh and Jill said I was "so skinny". Thanks Jill! =) You're skinny, too! Today, we woke up around 9:30 watched "Shallow Hal". Had leftover Chinese food for breakfast. Yum! Had me some chocolate milk. Was forced to eat some more chocolate. hahaha. We went to Clothesline and Jill bought a pair of pants, Kohls but we didn't get anything and then Target. I got a magazine and cover up and Jill god a journal, pens, and a new purse. My head hurts and I was gonna take a nap when I got home, but then I ate an avacado-yum! yum!-and went online. lol. That's all for now cause John, Cathy, and Laura are on their way over. "She's not fat! She's skinny! She doesn't eat a lot!" ::pushes Gabriella:: lol.  Geek What's Your Personality Type? brought to you by Quizilla Yes. I already knew I was a geek. AND PROUD OF IT! GEEKS RULE DUDE! NERDS SUCK DICKS! lol. yeah...  Snuffy's Suicide Attempts Poor baby, life is rough for you, huh? No one seems to see you, no one notices your pain-- except for your friend Big Bird, but he's alway off hanging out with his other friends. You wish you were him, all happy and curious and popular and bright yellow. You feel like his shadow anymore, like the only reason you exist is to amuse him. It's hard being somebody's imaginary friend. But stop trying to kill yourself--imaginary people can't kill themselves. Sorry. And hey, maybe tomorrow you'll feel better! Someday people will see you, I promise. Which Sesame Street Muppet's Dark Secret Are You? brought to you by Quizilla eh. whadya gonna do, right?  What Natural Disaster are you? Take the quiz!  Tomboy What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizilla  You are the hidden beauty Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla hmmmm...interesting... your goth, email me you're kool are you goth? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ok that test sucked.^^  You are an Italian. What's your Inner European? brought to you by Quizilla Am I? Am I really? lmfao. hahahahaha< ( 2/15/2003 04:02:00 PM ) Lisa  DownGirl-Sexy.... You are the average man's fantasy. You like sports and action movies, toilet humor is your forte and you love beer and red meat. His friends all want to hang out with you, and most want to do you. Too bad all the girls you know hate you, but hey, who cares. You're a man's woman. What's your brand of sexy? brought to you by Quizilla  You come from the Night Sky. You're drawn to the stars and planets, and it's no wonder why, you came from them. Where Did Your Soul Originate? brought to you by Quizilla  Hopeless Flirt What Kind of FLIRT are you? brought to you by Quizilla ^^ummm...ok?? cause i like, don't really flirt and i hate attention. lol.  You are a CYNICAL VIRGIN. What Kind of Virgin Are You? brought to you by Quizilla # Thursday, February 13, 2003 ( 2/13/2003 06:57:00 PM ) Lisa Look at the result from this effed up test! lol  You are not a writer. Maybe you should take up some other field--like photography or painting or such? Cuz it seems you really weren't meant for the literary world..... ...Oh well. C'est la vie, right? We all have our weak points. Maybe writing's yours, eh? What's YOUR Writing Style? brought to you by Quizilla  Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even hate the world and everything in it and you believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye for an eye. How Emotional Are You? brought to you by Quizilla  Evil lurkes beneath your skin...but you already knew that, didn't you? A mastermind at trickery, and ready to dupe those fools who dare come near you, your friends are few, but you know they'll be there for you. If they ever have someone that needs..."taking care of", they know your number. A different quiz, what strange type of person are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist. You go against the crowd and do everything you can to be different. Too bad noone notices. Try communicating with people, not just looking down on them. What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you? brought to you by Quizilla  You are burning What Self-Mutilation Are You? brought to you by Quizilla This is the same answer I got last time. Interesting...  Justin Timberlake. You like your man clean cut, preppy, and with a girly voice. Don't fret my pet, he just might be good in bed. Who are you most likely to fuck brought to you by Quizilla HOLY FUCK! I THINK I'M GONNA KILL MY FUCKING SELF!!! AAAAAHHHHH!!! # |
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