When the Sky Begins to Fall...
Saturday, May 31, 2003
      ( 5/31/2003 03:58:00 PM ) Lisa  
Tom (#3) makes me mad sometimes. Yesterday he said he wanted to know "everything" about me, so I started telling him some stuff and I got into the really deep stuff because he told me that's what he wanted to know. I told him what I write/wrote in my journals, etc. He asked what I like least about him and I said how he yells at me, because he does. Because I don't want to do certain things and then he'll get mad. Yesterday he told me sometimes I get annoying and I act immature. Why the Hell did he ask me out then? Why can't I act immature? I'm only 16 years old. He's not that mature himself. Wow. He's almost 19, he goes to school, and he works. Big deal. I go to school, too. If he got more sleep he wouldn't be so damn crabby! It's not my fault he has school from 6:45-2:30 then work from 3:30-9, then he calls me at 10 and won't get off of the phone till 12:30. Maybe if he called me at 10 and we only talked for like an hour or something, he can get a little more sleep. When he told me I was immature I said "ok, whatever" and he said, "see, now you're gonna get pissed." I said I was already pissed and I told him that already. Why shouldn't I be pissed? Not only does Bijan call me "slutty" for no reason, but he's calling me immature. Whatever. Besides, how do I act immature? I've been out with him once and all we did was watch movies, we probably said 10 words the whole time, too. Very immature of me. I'm always the one talking, too, but he says that I don't talk to him. I have nothing to talk about with this guy! I don't know anything about cars (besides the ones I like), we don't know each others' friends, we can't talk about school, I could careless about the news and current events. So, really...there's no point of being with him. #



Tuesday, May 27, 2003
      ( 5/27/2003 04:45:00 PM ) Lisa  
Today I had that stupid interview to get into nursing school which will pay for medical school later on...at least I got to miss school today. haha. Oopps...still have to do my homework! Yesterday was fun, I went to my cousins's house cause my grandparents's house is soooooooooo boring. We went to the park and played volleyball. I went to dive for one of the balls and stupid Nick dove at the same time and crushed me. My shoulder hit the ground sooo hard! I'm still in pain. =/ My whole body is sore. lol. I haven't played volleyball since October. :( I might not get to play for school next year, if I get into that nursing program because classes are from 12:30-3:30 Monday through Friday and volleyballs after school till like 6, Monday through Friday. We don't know when the games are yet. There's NO way in Hell I'm quiting volleyball for a freakin nursing class. I'll pay for my own effin medical school. I told Laura her friend John was a cutie. lol. He is a little cutie for a 13 year old. lol. It's not like I'm going to hit on him or anything or start flirting, I can admit when I think someone is cute. Which is what Cathy should do! Tell the guy that you like him!! But she's not the kind of person that can just go up to someone and be like "hey, I like you." I've done that to...3? people I think. Turned out pretty well for me. =) Christina made a big deal because I said, "Laura, your friend is a little cutie." Laura's like, "John?" I'm like, "yeah." Christina's like "ohh you liiike him!" Yes, because I said his cute means I like him ooook. I told Jill Tyler was a cutie, but I don't like him more than my friend's boyfriend. Kids are stupid. #



Sunday, May 25, 2003
      ( 5/25/2003 03:39:00 PM ) Lisa  
Yesterday, I woke up like 15 to 1. lol. Yeah, Vince was pissed. haha. I gave Gabriella a bath then I took a shower and cleaned. Then me, Nick, and Christina went to the Guitar Center to get my bass. The guy (who was kind of cute) goes "Is that your girlfriend?" Nick goes "no" and I go "huh? ahhh" lol. Then Nick goes "That's my sister." The guys says he never would've guessed. Christina stands next to me and puts her arm around my shoulder and goes "Don't I look older?" The guys goes, "You're all related." We're like "yeah." He's like, "You can't even tell." What the Hell!? Yes you can! haha. Me and Christina have the same nose and she's like a mini-Lisa and people say Christina looks exactly like Nick with long hair. lmao. Then we went to Walgreens because we had to buy 2 cards. Went home. Parents and Gabriella went to a wedding, Nick went to his friend's graduation party, and Christina went to our cousin's graduation party. Sam and Jonathan came over (we didn't go to the movies) and went to this guy Mario's house that me and Jonathan don't know. =/ Jackie and Mandie were there. I haven't seen Jackie in like 5 months. There were like 15 people by the end of the night (including me) and I knew like 4 other people. haha. Jackie says I look different. Argh. She still smokes. Then we rented "The Harvard Man" because Sam wanted to see it. It was on TV the other day, so I already saw like the last 30 minutes of it...kinda stupid. Then we went to Jonathan's house to watch it and my mom called the cell at 10:30 because she wanted me home at 10 and I wasn't there. So I had to go home. I was home alone till like 12:15 when everyone besides Nick came home. Franky's going to look for his beginner bass book for me. awwww. :) #



Saturday, May 24, 2003
      ( 5/24/2003 06:26:00 PM ) Lisa  
Weeeee!!!!! I got my bass today!! FINALLY, RIGHT!? I'm going to see The Italian Job with Sam and Jonathan in like 25 minutes. My parents want me home after the movie or by 10:00! WTF!? Yeah, I'll be home at like 11, since that is curfew and all. lol. They can't come over Thursday because Vince took next week off, too. Stupid a-hole! Another week with him home. grrr! I'm bringing my phone and my mom wants me to leave it on all night. I'm like, I'm going to the movies; why would I leave my phone on? durrr. #



Friday, May 23, 2003
      ( 5/23/2003 09:55:00 PM ) Lisa  
ARGH! MY COUSIN DID HAVE A VOLLEYBALL GAME TODAY! I KNEW IT! BUT THE EFFING NEWSPAPER SAID IT WAS 2 DIFFERENT SCHOOLS. I TRIED CALLING MY COUSINS, BUT NO ONE PICKED UP. I'M SOOOOOO PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #

      ( 5/23/2003 06:25:00 PM ) Lisa  
Monday after I sent out my zine, me, Angela, and Nick went to Ricardo's house ebcause Nick and Ricardo wanted to paractice (bass and guitar). Angela and I got bored fast so we walked (45 minutes) back to my house and did nothing. Tuesday I had a half day of school. I forgot it was even periods and I was supposed to start at 7:30. So I missed my second period class. After school, I went to the sports banquet. I got the MVP for volleyball. :) Me, Kathryn, and Sam left around 1:10 (it ended at 2) and walked to Kathryn's house. So it was me, Sam, Carly, Joanna, Klaudia, and Mary there. Sandy came a little later. Me, Sam, and Carly left around 3 because Carly had traffic. Jonathan picked us up, we dropped Carly off, went to my house so I could change, went to Sam's house so she could change, then went to the nail salon because Sam wanted to get her nails done. An hour and a half later, she was done. Me and Jonathan bonded and now he knows just how crazy and weird I really am. haha. Jonathan dropped me and Sam off at my house because he had to go home. Around 8 he picked us up, we went to Blockbuster, rented "The Hot Chick" and went to his house. Nick picked us up around 10:45 and we went home. #



Thursday, May 22, 2003
      ( 5/22/2003 10:19:00 PM ) Lisa  
I hate my parents. Right now, I'm getting yelled at. Why? Because I called them and asked them if they could pick me and Sam up from Taco Bell/KFC. I hate them. Then they start yelling at me about nursing school and college and the way I talk to them. I bet in a few seconds or minutes Vince will start yelling at me again. I wish I just died. I can't take it anymore. I'm honestly, truly tired of all of this bullshit. Why do I get yelled at when I didn't do anything wrong? Why do I have to pay for my own college because I want to go out of state, but Nick doesn't have to pay for his because he stayed home? Why does everyone get to go to a catholic school besides me? WHY ARE THEY TALKING ABOUT ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!? I HATE THEM!!!!! #



Saturday, May 17, 2003
      ( 5/17/2003 03:40:00 PM ) Lisa  
Christina had to sleep at school for something. Today, she calls around 2 to ask if she can sleep by her friend Jessica's house. Of course my mom says yes to her, but when I want to go out (even if it is only for 2 or 3 hours) I have to bed her. This is so bogus. Vince didn't even say anything about it. When I said he was bogus, he asked why. I'm like "well, she was gone all day yesterday (she left about 20 minutes after I got home from school) and she'll be gone all day today. My mom said she has to be home at like 9 or 10 tomorrow morning. Yeah, right. Try 7 or 8 tomorrow night. I just better be able to go out tonight. Hopefully my family will go to my grandparents's house so they can do the "illegal" things at my house. lol. Nick's going out, so if I could get my parents out of the house, it'll be perfect. Obviously Gabriella will go with them because they know I'm (supposed to be) going out tonight. It's almost 4:00...I guess the Battle of the Bands is out. #



Friday, May 16, 2003
      ( 5/16/2003 08:14:00 PM ) Lisa  
Who's un-grounded!? I'M UN-GROUNDED! AND WHAT!? lol. Tomorrow, I might go to the Battle of the Bands with Sam, Carly, and Jonathan. Then we're going to do illegal things-mwuahahahaaaa-then bowling with Joanna and Kathryn till like 1 AM. lmao. I hope my mommy lets me stay out that late. lol. Tomorrow, Nick said we could go buy my bass. ha! How many times has he said that already? Anybody counting?

Monday, I get to go to Brookfield Zoo with my Biology class. The teacher was only going to take the top 7 kids in class and "people he can trust" and I am neither of those. So, yesterday he goes, "Lisa, do you want to go?"
me: Are you serious?
him: yeah.
me: Are you going to see the penguins?
him: yeah.
me: and you're taking me?
him: yeah.
me: seriously?
him: yeah.
me: you're not lieing?
him: no
A few second pause.
me: OK.

lol. Good times. Good times. Welpers, it's dinner time. So I best be going now. #




Wednesday, May 14, 2003
      ( 5/14/2003 06:51:00 PM ) Lisa  
I had a Biology test today. There were only 6 (essay) questions and we only had to do 5. I think I did alrighty on it. Hopefully I passed. =/ Even if I pass with a low grade, as long as I pass, I'll be happy! lol. I screwed up on numbers 2 and 3, I think they were. Number 1 and 4 I knew half of it. I had noo clue on number 5. The last 10 minutes of class we got to use our notes, so that helped me because I was able to find the rest of the answers that I needed. Me so bored. Me so tired. blaah.

Mood: tired, bored
Music: "Blind"-Korn #




Thursday, May 08, 2003
      ( 5/08/2003 06:36:00 PM ) Lisa  
I'm grounded for 2 weeks. lmao. I don't feel like writing about it, though. I had to explain it to people like 29081293839 times. So I'm not going to do it again. haha. I have to call Victor and Bijan. Bijan to talk about Sam and Victor because I want to talk to him cause I'm bored. lmao. I have to do my homework. grrr. #



Sunday, May 04, 2003
      ( 5/04/2003 10:40:00 PM ) Lisa  
I noticed that I don't really take long showers. Sure, I'm in the bathroom for like 45 minutes, but half of that time I'm picking myself apart. I look at myself and point out every fault to me. When Vince tells me to hurry up, I just stay in the shower longer to piss him off. I take like 15-20 minute showers. Is that long? What's the average time length someone my height, age, etc. takes a shower? Hmmm...I do wash my hair like 3 times, though, because the ends are always really dry. I need to get a trim. Jill, can you help me? hehehe. Plus, what Vince doesn't understand is: of course girls my age are going to take long showers, or longer than guys his age do. We shave, wash our hair, our body, etc. We have more things to "take care of" then guys do. ::wink:: lmao.
I totally regret giving Bijan's screen name to people. It just made things a lot worse between me and him. When someone I know IMs him, he gets pissed off at me. When me and him say good-bye for the final time, someone decides to IM him on MY name, making things worse yet again. Sam won't stop IMing him even though she knows how I feel about him. Jill will stop IMing him if I ask her, which I totally appreciate (thank you Jiwwian). Jill never brought me up or lead him to believe she wanted him or anything like that. Sam always brings me up and leads him on and then he gets mad at me. She even added him to her buddy list!! #


      ( 5/04/2003 12:42:00 AM ) Lisa  
So Today: Sam didn't call me till like after 7:15. grrr!!! She came over and we hung around my house a little and she IMed Bijan. I'm pissed because she put him on her buddy list and she keeps IMing him and she always mentions me in their conversation. WTF!? She saw my face and I guess you could tell I was mad (I was extremely pissed, but surprisingly kept my temper down) and she's like "you're pissed aren't you?" I'm like "whatever." Christina and her friend Jessica said you could tell I was really pissed. lol. So then we called Bijan. Carly called Sam's cell phone, and instead of pulling the phone away (I was talking to Bijan on the other phone. lol.), she kept both phones to her ear, but was talking to Carly. Bijan's like "huh? What's going on?" So I told Sam to move the phone away from her mouth, she did that like 5 times. haha. We went to 7-11 cause she wanted candy. We went back to my house and we were gonna meet Kathryn and Wesley, but my parents wouldn't let me, so I said we were just going to meet them there then come back to my house. We also met Carly and Armando there. Armando had a car, so we all piled in (Kathryn sitting on Sam's lap, Wesley in the middle, and me smashed against the door. haha.) and drove around and tried to find alcyhol. But no one wanted to walk up to strangers to ask. I said I was too innocent to. lol. WHAT!? I AM!!!!! I called Mario to see if he could bring some over to my house, but he was downtown (he lives down there) "entertaining" people. I think he's trying to avoid me because I told him my mom thought I might be crazy. lmao. So then we dropped Kathryn off and then me. I called Bijan back cause I told him I would. I'm like, "Sam's not here, but she told me to tell you hi."-which she didn't! lol. He's like "so why'd you call me back then?" I said because I said I would, and I'm not mean like that, so I did...DAMN! I NEVER CALLED VICTOR....GRRR!!! I was going to, but then I went out. DAMN PEOPLE! Anywho, so we talked for like 40 minutes and he called me booger and I asked why he got mad when I called him poo. He asked when and I said not the last time we talked, but before that. He's like cause it's a nickname and I'm not your poo anymore. I call lots of people booger. I said, oh, but I call lots of people poo. Don't I? Jill, do I have call you poo? I call Kathryn, Joanna, Sandy, and a bunch of my family poo. SO HA! Then I told him I was going to take a shower and I'll talk to him online. I didn't take a shower, though, it was just my excuse to get off the phone with him because he would either be extremely quiet, or talk about sex, or related things. Stupid boy. #



Saturday, May 03, 2003
      ( 5/03/2003 02:00:00 AM ) Lisa  
I had to go to my aunt and uncle's surprise anniversary party. Yeah, it was boring and cold. That freakin restaurant is ALWAYS cold! Why can't we ever go to a different one? Why does it always have to be that restaurant? grrr!!! I think I'm buying my bass this weekend, but knowing Nick, I probably won't. I might sleep by Jill's tomorrow (well later to-) night, but my mom keeps saying "I'll think about it. I'll think about it. I'll tell you later." Suuure lady. 3 people told me I looked nice. blah. I'm wearing heals. :( Black pants, black jacket, and a red body-shirt with a mesh-y-type shirt over it. It's squishing my boobs! Poor boobs. lol. Someone called "Private Caller" tonight (we weren't home though) and it never says that. It usually says "Unknown Caller" when someone *67's us. The only person it says "Private Caller" for is Bijan. hmmm...I'll post the conversation from yesterday. He told me known of my "associates" (aka my friends) better "write" (aka IM) him anymore or else he'll bother me non-stop. Stupid boy.

[4:59 PM]: i got a webcam
[4:59 PM]: uh la la
Lisavolley41387 [4:59 PM]: good job?
Lisavolley41387 [5:00 PM]: i have one too
[5:00 PM]: ic
[5:00 PM]: do you like to have fun on it??
[5:00 PM]: grin.....
[5:00 PM]: lol
Lisavolley41387 [5:00 PM]: yes tons and tons of fun with it, but its not hooked up
[5:01 PM]: hahahah
[5:01 PM]: obviously, you dont
Lisavolley41387 [5:01 PM]: dont what?
[5:01 PM]: have fun with
[5:01 PM]: no sex shows for booger
Lisavolley41387 [5:02 PM]: i wouldnt do that anyway, so its ok
[5:02 PM]: oh
[5:02 PM]: thats what webcams are for......
Lisavolley41387 [5:03 PM]: too bad for my webcam then. it doesnt get any action
[5:03 PM]: nope
[5:03 PM]: i can relate
[5:03 PM]: :0
[5:03 PM]: :)
[5:04 PM]: what happened to sam?
[5:04 PM]: i thought she wanted to get to know me
[5:04 PM]: lol
[5:04 PM]: :)
[5:04 PM]: what a crock...........
[5:04 PM]: hahahahahahaha
Lisavolley41387 [5:06 PM]: k
[5:07 PM]: just going back to the games...
Lisavolley41387 [5:07 PM]: alright. enjoy
[5:07 PM]: not trying to still bitch about it
[5:07 PM]: just saying
[5:08 PM]: especially since you two weren't playing them..
[5:08 PM]: thought i'd mention it.
Lisavolley41387 [5:08 PM]: yeah, anyway. hope you and your webcam get some action soon.
[5:08 PM]: already did...
Lisavolley41387 [5:09 PM]: good job then
[5:09 PM]: it got some action of me.....
[5:09 PM]: lol
[5:09 PM]: grin...
[5:09 PM]: i did do a good job
Lisavolley41387 [5:09 PM]: good for it
[5:09 PM]: dont mention it.......
[5:09 PM]: it was very good......
[5:09 PM]: lol
Lisavolley41387 [5:10 PM]: im glad you enjoyed it.
[5:10 PM]: i did
Lisavolley41387 [5:10 PM]: good for you
[5:10 PM]: alright, sorry to bother you
[5:10 PM]: adios
Lisavolley41387 [5:10 PM]: right...have fun with the cam
[5:10 PM]: say hi to sam for me
[5:10 PM]: ill try.
Lisavolley41387 [5:10 PM]: sure
[5:10 PM]: you have fun with your man...
[5:10 PM]: sweet
Lisavolley41387 [5:11 PM]: dont have one, but thanks
[5:11 PM]: fuck buddy, whatever
[5:11 PM]: but, im going
Lisavolley41387 [5:11 PM]: dont have one, but thanks
[5:11 PM]: dont wanna bother you
[5:11 PM]: ciao
Lisavolley41387 [5:11 PM]: see ya
[5:12 PM]: thanks for nothing
Lisavolley41387 [5:12 PM]: same to you bijan
[5:12 PM]: we wont be seeing ya
[5:12 PM]: right
Lisavolley41387 [5:12 PM]: what a shame
gerne517 [5:12 PM]: stand you up a bunch of times
Lisavolley41387 [5:12 PM]: i stood you up? i said i couldnt sneak out like twice
[5:12 PM]: or have you comeover and then tell you to leave two minutes later
[5:12 PM]: hahahahaha
[5:13 PM]: so, ok.....
[5:13 PM]: then the time you didn't wake up.
Lisavolley41387 [5:13 PM]: like i knew my brother was gonna cut class that day
Lisavolley41387 [5:13 PM]: I SAID YOU COULD COME OVER!
[5:13 PM]: whatever
[5:13 PM]: but, you can have mario, i mean sams ex bf over at your house
[5:13 PM]: right
[5:13 PM]: right
[5:13 PM]: it's cool
Lisavolley41387 [5:14 PM]: i dont want mario. and i dont go with friends exes
[5:14 PM]: hahahahahahahaha
[5:14 PM]: right
Lisavolley41387 [5:14 PM]: i dont
[5:14 PM]: but, they were getting it on with eachother right?
Lisavolley41387 [5:14 PM]: i never said they were getting it on with eachother
[5:14 PM]: ummmmm
[5:15 PM]: its called a question ass
[5:15 PM]: and what difference does it make whether they were or werent
Lisavolley41387 [5:15 PM]: fuck you. i dont know what they did when they were going out dip shit
[5:15 PM]: you're a moron
Lisavolley41387 [5:15 PM]: then whyd you ask?
Lisavolley41387 [5:15 PM]: yep, im the moron. ooook
[5:15 PM]: i am talking about when you three were chilling
[5:15 PM]: and you didnt get with and friend's ex
[5:16 PM]: so, yeah you are a moron
Lisavolley41387 [5:16 PM]: we were watching tv...whoa big deal
[5:16 PM]: because it was a simple question
[5:16 PM]: and you answering something else
[5:16 PM]: is just a sign
[5:16 PM]: and right
Lisavolley41387 [5:16 PM]: ok, im the moron...fuck you
[5:16 PM]: yeah, you are a moron
Lisavolley41387 [5:16 PM]: alright
[5:16 PM]: MORON......
Lisavolley41387 [5:16 PM]: asshole
[5:17 PM]: midget!
Lisavolley41387 [5:17 PM]: a midget is smaller than 4'11...im not a midget, but thanks
[5:17 PM]: monkey..
Lisavolley41387 [5:17 PM]: ok
[5:17 PM]: and you're pretty damn close
[5:17 PM]: to a midget
[5:17 PM]: grin....
Lisavolley41387 [5:18 PM]: thats alright. i dont have a problem being 5'3
[5:18 PM]: cocksucker.
[5:18 PM]: wait a sec, you are that
[5:18 PM]: so, that's not funny
[5:18 PM]: grin....
[5:18 PM]: you are soooooooooo not 5'3
Lisavolley41387 [5:18 PM]: yeah i am
[5:18 PM]: maybe with heels on..
[5:18 PM]: hahahaha
[5:18 PM]: and my name is james dean
Lisavolley41387 [5:19 PM]: right and you would know my height because?
[5:19 PM]: well, my ex was 5'4
[5:19 PM]: i went out with her for a very long time
[5:19 PM]: and you are a lot shorter than she is
[5:19 PM]: you're not 5'3
[5:19 PM]: maybe with lifts on or something'
Lisavolley41387 [5:19 PM]: my moms 5' and im 3 inches taller than her
[5:20 PM]: not very good at math are we?
Lisavolley41387 [5:21 PM]: sure
[5:21 PM]: me either #




Thursday, May 01, 2003
      ( 5/01/2003 05:22:00 PM ) Lisa  
This is Sam and Bijan's conversation. Sam is 15...
Bijan is the time again. lol.

*Contains ca-ca language.*


15... (12:15:45 AM): hey
(12:16:40 AM): hi
15... (12:16:52 AM): whats up?
(12:17:13 AM): who's this?
15... (12:17:34 AM): Samantha
(12:19:21 AM): nadda
(12:19:25 AM): wassup
15... (12:19:32 AM): not muxh, just got home
(12:22:08 AM): why aren't you with lisa
(12:22:19 AM): thought you two were hanging out tonite
15... (12:22:20 AM): i was with lisa
15... (12:24:05 AM): but then i left and went home and then went arcoss the street to my other friends
(12:26:20 AM): gotcha
(12:26:21 AM): cool
15... (12:26:27 AM): yea it was
(12:26:30 AM): glad to hear you had fun tonite
15... (12:27:42 AM): yea i did, you sem kinda pissed off...
(12:28:31 AM): you think so?
15... (12:28:44 AM): yea i do
(12:29:10 AM): so, did you three have fun tonite?
15... (12:29:35 AM): we just chilled at lisas and talked then i left at 1030 with my friend
(12:30:00 AM): oh, so you had double duty tonite huh
(12:30:05 AM): :-)
15... (12:37:14 AM): yep
(12:37:28 AM): sweet
(12:37:39 AM): and you wanted to get together with me
(12:37:41 AM): yikes
(12:37:48 AM): right
15... (12:37:58 AM): lol
15... (12:41:17 AM): whats the right suppose to mean?
(12:42:47 AM): what do you mean?
(12:43:12 AM): well, you just got some tonite from two different guys
(12:43:21 AM): and then i am supposed to be tomorrow?
(12:43:30 AM): no to mention 3rd?
(12:43:36 AM): ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
15... (12:43:41 AM): lol i didnt get it from 2 differnt guys
(12:43:59 AM): well, not at the same time
(12:44:02 AM): but in one night
15... (12:44:42 AM): nooooo i didnt get that much.....just kissed one guy
(12:44:51 AM): hahaha
(12:44:52 AM): sure
(12:44:53 AM): it's cool
(12:45:00 AM): you had me going tonite with your games
15... (12:45:01 AM): i did!! im not no slut
15... (12:45:06 AM): what games?
(12:45:13 AM): but it's cool
(12:45:25 AM): sorry if i pissed you off, but i dont take too kindly to that shit
(12:45:36 AM): and then when you just left like a little kid
(12:45:39 AM): well
15... (12:46:45 AM): ok firsat of all, you were making up stupid shit that made nooo sense at all, and i was like yea whatever i dont need your stupid little games you were playing, thats something a 13 year old would say....i dont know what your problem was making shit up
(12:47:02 AM): making shit up?
(12:47:05 AM): like what?
(12:47:22 AM): that you said you had bf, so you didnt think it was a good idea to join us the last time?
(12:47:39 AM): i mean, i told you before.
(12:47:47 AM): as cute as i thought you were
(12:47:55 AM): i knew you were interested the first night
15... (12:48:02 AM): how me and lisa got with matt WHEN we DIDNT! we just hung out, and I NEVER told you i had a BF
(12:48:17 AM): i never said you did tell me you had one
(12:48:24 AM): but lisa did on plenty of occasions
15... (12:48:39 AM): b/c i didnt at the time and i still dont, and the stupid mario shit you were talking about...
15... (12:48:52 AM): and lisa told me she never told you that i had a boyfriend
(12:48:55 AM): what about it?
(12:49:01 AM): you said he was coming over
(12:49:08 AM): so, how is it stupid?
15... (12:49:23 AM): i said a FRIEND was coming over
15... (12:49:33 AM): i didnt say mario, YOU said mario
(12:49:42 AM): and then when i asked what you were going to do
(12:49:46 AM): what did you say?
(12:49:49 AM): exactly!!
(12:50:00 AM): so, dont tell me about 13 year old games
(12:50:04 AM): or whatever you said
15... (12:50:10 AM): what did i say?
(12:51:07 AM): you said you three were going to do what us three should get together and do tomorrow
15... (12:51:59 AM): but that didnt mean mario! and i meant that as hang out......
(12:52:34 AM): righ
(12:52:40 AM): you did not sam
(12:52:50 AM): but, you can say what you want
15... (12:53:01 AM): did not what?
15... (12:53:08 AM): for which part the mario or just hang ing out
(12:53:19 AM): just like lisa wanted to hang out
(12:53:26 AM): you said we should get together and have some fun
(12:53:30 AM): i wanted to tonite
(12:53:35 AM): but since you're relaxing
(12:53:38 AM): we should tomorrow
(12:53:40 AM): me you and lisa
(12:53:48 AM): all three of should have some fun together
15... (12:53:51 AM): yea HANGING OUT!!!! WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you were the one who was relaxing
15... (12:53:54 AM): you didnt want to go out
15... (12:53:57 AM): you even said that
(12:53:59 AM): and some other crap
(12:54:19 AM): what does not wanting to go out have to do with it?
(12:54:33 AM): i didnt want to because, i knew you werent serious and were fucking around
(12:54:56 AM): and why would you want to see me when you just got done messing around with your ex?
15... (12:55:21 AM): so wait the only way you would leave your house if was you were getting some
15... (12:55:26 AM): and who said the guy was my EX?
(12:55:34 AM): i know who jonathon is
(12:55:38 AM): i talk to lisa
(12:56:06 AM): and no that's not the only reason
(12:56:19 AM): but, i dont like people playing stupid little childish tricks
15... (12:56:20 AM): and i didnt mess around with jonathan at all tonight
(12:56:34 AM): oh, i dont care what you did with him
(12:56:38 AM): not my biz
(12:56:54 AM): just like it's not my biz what you guys did with mario tonite
(12:56:59 AM): im sure it was all good!!
15... (12:57:39 AM): we werent with mario!!!!! can you get that through your fucking head!!! or is there nothing in there for you to understand that we werent with mario and id ont know who the fuck he is!!!
(12:58:04 AM): well, she said he was there when i talked to him on the phone
(12:58:07 AM): her*
(12:58:13 AM): and you said he was coming over
(12:58:20 AM): so, get that through your fucking head!!!
15... (12:58:36 AM): lisa said it was JONATHAN!!! not mario!!
(12:58:43 AM): i know it's hard for you blondes to understand things or think on your feet
(12:58:52 AM): sweetie, i was on the phone with her
(12:58:56 AM): dont tell me what she said
15... (12:59:03 AM): i was right there, i think you have mario in your head
(12:59:05 AM): just like she said she wanted to get together tomorrow too
15... (12:59:14 AM): and you know what im not a true fucking blonde so get that through your hrad!
(12:59:39 AM): well, you've probally been one so long that it's natural to you now
15... (1:00:20 AM): um....i dont think so! and what does blonda have to fucking do with this anyways
15... (1:00:38 AM): blonde*
(1:01:01 AM): because, you lied so fucking much. you don't remember half of the shit you said
(1:01:12 AM): and then you're sit there and try to call me the airhead
(1:01:17 AM): what i am
15... (1:01:18 AM): i was fucking lieing about anyhting
15... (1:01:31 AM): your the one whos making up shit
(1:02:00 AM): i am not
(1:02:09 AM): you knew i wanted to meet you a long time ago
(1:02:13 AM): you didnt want to
(1:02:14 AM): why
(1:02:16 AM): hmmmmmmm
(1:02:23 AM): maybe, cuz you werent interested
(1:02:28 AM): so, why the change?
(1:02:31 AM): hmmmmm
15... (1:02:32 AM): um.....did you meet me! yea thats what i though
(1:02:43 AM): right and what happened
(1:02:50 AM): you turned around and right back inside
(1:02:57 AM): if you call that meeting, hahahaha
(1:03:05 AM): i totally thought you were hot
15... (1:03:07 AM): i had too!! there was no way for me to close the door
(1:03:09 AM): i told you this
15... (1:03:55 AM):  i eve said that, and i almost got caught that night cuz my mom heard me close it and i could lock it at all that night
(1:04:01 AM): i dont know what happened, i just know it seems like you came up looked at me, went back inside
(1:04:14 AM): i wanted to see you after that as wel
(1:04:28 AM): i got the sam has a bf and doesnt think it would be a good idea line from lisa
15... (1:04:33 AM): no it wasnt, i couldnt stay that long cuz i told my mom i was gonna stay in when i got home, id idnt know i was gonna meet you that ngiht
(1:04:34 AM): and well, you never wrote me.
(1:04:44 AM): so, it seemed like she was telling the truth
(1:05:07 AM): and then tonite
(1:05:12 AM): you write me from her account
15... (1:05:15 AM): um....i didnt have your SN or anything, so how was i suppose too, and you could have done the same thing but did you NOO
(1:05:29 AM): talking about how you two want to hook up and have some fun
15... (1:05:32 AM): so you cant use that stupid excuse
(1:05:40 AM): and well, me and her got into it a few nights earlier
(1:05:53 AM): and she kinda told me she didnt want to
(1:06:17 AM): why would i, if i was being told you had a bf?
(1:06:30 AM): i mean, even jill has written to me
(1:06:34 AM): which is kinda fun
(1:06:53 AM): i heard she was kinda the goody too shoes
(1:07:09 AM): and she was trying to write me and be nasty but  i ended up getting her
15... (1:07:10 AM): jill??she has a bf
(1:07:11 AM): hehehehehe
(1:07:15 AM): oh, i know
(1:07:22 AM): i dont care, i dont like her
(1:07:31 AM): she's a loser
15... (1:07:47 AM): ok, i really dont her that well to say stuff about her
(1:08:06 AM): oh i dont either
(1:08:12 AM): but, from my encounters
(1:08:23 AM): i have nothing else to go by.
(1:08:50 AM): and btw, i am sorry if i sound pissy
(1:09:01 AM): but, you really had me p'd earlier
(1:09:17 AM): i mean, whether you were joking or what
(1:09:23 AM): and then when you signed off
15... (1:10:04 AM): ok, i dont know what jill has to do with this....and if you really wanted to see me again you would have tired harder, yea you had me pissed off too cuz i had no idea what shit you were tlaking about, and with the phone thing when you though lisa picked up the phone when it was her sister and she gave it too me
(1:10:27 AM): well, i asked for lisa
(1:10:41 AM): and i didnt think it was really you online talking me
(1:10:49 AM): cuz i call him "super" mario
(1:10:58 AM): and lisa's response is always he is just mario
(1:11:11 AM): and you said a couple of other things that she says earlier
15... (1:11:12 AM): well buddy it was me talking to you on-lone
(1:11:20 AM): yep
(1:11:44 AM): well, still doesnt explain why you would say lets hang out tomorrow when lisa isnt interested in that
15... (1:11:55 AM): and me and lisa are alot alike when we talk and she read the super mario part and told me to saythat
(1:12:19 AM): let alone asking me to see you tonite when you were going to be seeing your ex
15... (1:12:19 AM): i didnt mean it like that, cuz i wouldnt so it either it would be too weird for me and lisa
(1:12:21 AM): that is just wrong
(1:12:41 AM): i think lisa would be down for it to be honest
15... (1:12:41 AM): i knew you werent gonna come out so i said it
15... (1:12:51 AM): im ognna go IM me tomororw
15... (1:12:53 AM): im tired
(1:12:56 AM): said what?
15... (1:13:15 AM): nothing
(1:13:20 AM): whatever
15... (1:13:25 AM): forget, just IM me tomorrow or whatever
15... (1:13:32 AM): im tired i need sleep i have work
(1:13:37 AM): well, i hope you had fun with your ex
15... (1:13:44 AM): well nothing happened
(1:13:46 AM): so, then we're not going to see eachother tomorrow
(1:13:49 AM): hahaha
(1:13:50 AM): right
15... (1:13:55 AM): i have work in till 12
(1:13:56 AM): so, lisa's lying again?
15... (1:14:04 AM): in the afertoon
15... (1:14:07 AM): i only work 4 hrs

Hmmm...Bijan just IMed me. WTF!? Asssssshooooole!!!! #


      ( 5/01/2003 04:37:00 PM ) Lisa  
Here's the whole conversation. The whole thing is pretty much him. lol. I took his SN out, he's just the time. haha. Weeee I'm talking to Victor. I haven't talked to him in like 2 weeks.

*Contains ca-ca language.*


Lisavolley41387 [12:15 AM]:  what did sam say to you that ticked you off so much?
[12:18 AM]:  i think it was both of you playing games
Lisavolley41387 [12:18 AM]:  how so?
[12:19 AM]:  whatever, i could tell it was you
[12:19 AM]:  by some of the things that were said
Lisavolley41387 [12:19 AM]: right
[12:19 AM]:  well, you two were still playing games
[12:19 AM]:  and i dont appreciate it at all
Lisavolley41387 [12:20 AM]: whatever
[12:20 AM]:  i just dont appreciate the games
[12:20 AM]:  i mean, why tell me you want to get together tomorrow?
Lisavolley41387 [12:20 AM]:  i didnt say that
[12:20 AM]:  she said all three of you wanted to
[12:21 AM]:  the both of you wanted to
[12:21 AM]:  and all three of us should
Lisavolley41387 [12:21 AM]:  should? hang out?
[12:22 AM]:  naw, i told you what she meant
[12:22 AM]:  yeah we should
[12:23 AM]:  and you know what she meant
[12:23 AM]:  what are you asking her now??
[12:23 AM]:  haha
[12:23 AM]:  lol
[12:23 AM]:  funny
[12:23 AM]:  funny
[12:23 AM]:  figures
Lisavolley41387 [12:23 AM]:  whats funny?
[12:23 AM]:  typical
[12:23 AM]:  get your stories straight
Lisavolley41387 [12:23 AM]:  what are you talking about?
[12:24 AM]:  i told you
[12:24 AM]:  need me to repeat it?
[12:24 AM]:  again
[12:29 AM]:  alright
[12:29 AM]:  well, c-ya
Lisavolley41387 [12:29 AM]:  whatever
[12:29 AM]:  exactly
[12:29 AM]:  whatever
Lisavolley41387 [12:29 AM]:  youre the one that said you didnt want to see or talk to me anymore
[12:29 AM]:  dont bother writing me on my bday or for shit
[12:29 AM]:  right
[12:29 AM]:  im the one that said that
[12:30 AM]:  you told me you didnt want to see me twice that night
Lisavolley41387 [12:30 AM]:  yeah you were
[12:30 AM]:  and repeated it tontie
[12:30 AM]:  so whatever
Lisavolley41387 [12:30 AM]: fuck off
[12:30 AM]:  and then having your friend write to me and start to play those games was low
Lisavolley41387 [12:30 AM]:  i told her to leave you alone
[12:31 AM]:  after what?
Lisavolley41387 [12:31 AM]:  what?
[12:31 AM]:  when did you tell her that?
Lisavolley41387 [12:31 AM]:  before she IMed you. i had my away message up cause she wanted to go on her name
[12:32 AM]:  why did she do that for?
Lisavolley41387 [12:32 AM]: ask her genius
[12:32 AM]:  she said she didnt have a bf and never said she did have one.
Lisavolley41387 [12:33 AM]:  right
[12:33 AM]:  am i wrong?
Lisavolley41387 [12:34 AM]:  i dont know everything she said to you
[12:34 AM]:  well, does she or doesnt she?
[12:34 AM]:  and why are you taking so long to reply?
[12:35 AM]:  are you sitting there talking back and forth with one another?
[12:35 AM]:  or somethng
Lisavolley41387 [12:35 AM]:  cause im talking to other people. i dont think she does right now, but shes been getting with her ex jonathan a lot
[12:35 AM]:  gotcha
Lisavolley41387 [12:35 AM]:  hes the one that was over tonight
[12:35 AM]:  like you've been getting mario
[12:35 AM]:  and she wanted to see me tomorrow
[12:35 AM]:  eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
[12:36 AM]:  and then after you three were together tonight
Lisavolley41387 [12:36 AM]:  whatever. like you havent gotten with other people
[12:36 AM]:  omg, that is gross
Lisavolley41387 [12:36 AM]:  we didnt do anything tonight
[12:36 AM]:  since i was with you
[12:36 AM]:  nope
[12:36 AM]:  but, thats the difference between you and me
[12:37 AM]:  and what you three did tonite wasn't any of my biz
[12:37 AM]:  i dont care to hear the details
Lisavolley41387 [12:37 AM]:  omg we didnt do anything. just because 3 people are together doesnt mean anything
[12:38 AM]:  yeah that's true
[12:39 AM]:  but, she told what your plans were so
[12:39 AM]:  and well
[12:39 AM]:  grin...
Lisavolley41387 [12:39 AM]:  she was just joking. my family was home you perve
[12:40 AM]:  right
Lisavolley41387 [12:40 AM]: uhhh the are. my sisters the one that picked up the phone asshole
[12:40 AM]:  gotcha
[12:40 AM]:  sorry
[12:40 AM]:  well, tomorrow will be different
[12:41 AM]:  and i am sure you had your fun still
Lisavolley41387 [12:41 AM]: whatever. i wont even be home tomorrow stupid
[12:41 AM]:  so, how were we going to hang out?
[12:41 AM]:  if you're not going to be home
Lisavolley41387 [12:42 AM]:  we wouldnt hang out even if i was home cause you dont want to. i just have to go to the library then im buying my bass and getting my ears pierced
[12:42 AM]:  right right
[12:42 AM]:  whatever
[12:42 AM]:  it's alright
[12:43 AM]:  it was a good game you two were playing
[12:43 AM]:  had me there for a while
Lisavolley41387 [12:43 AM]: right
[12:44 AM]:  k
Lisavolley41387 [12:46 AM]:  why did you get mad when i told you about mario?
[12:47 AM]:  it doesnt matter
Lisavolley41387 [12:47 AM]: whatever
[12:48 AM]:  k
[12:48 AM]:  kinda like having games played on you
[12:48 AM]:  it dont bother me about mario
[12:48 AM]:  what you do with him is your business
Lisavolley41387 [12:48 AM]:  i didnt play any games with you. then why did you get mad?
[12:49 AM]:  im sure sam found out why he was "super" mario tonite
Lisavolley41387 [12:49 AM]:  he's not super and he didnt come over
[12:50 AM]:  oh no, someone new?
[12:51 AM]:  and why did you say he was there and do i want him on the phone?
[12:51 AM]:  so, please!!!!!!!!!
[12:51 AM]:  ok
Lisavolley41387 [12:51 AM]:  the only people that came over tonight were sam and jonathan...and no, theres no one new
Lisavolley41387 [12:51 AM]:  i said JONATHAN!
[12:52 AM]:  no you said mario lisa
[12:52 AM]:  sorry
[12:52 AM]:  my memory isnt that bad!!
Lisavolley41387 [12:53 AM]:  i said it was jonathan, sams ex. i said mario wasnt coming over
[12:53 AM]:  lisa
[12:53 AM]:  you said mario is here right now
[12:53 AM]:  when i was talking to you
[12:53 AM]:  and then you said do you want me to put him on the phone
Lisavolley41387 [12:54 AM]:  if you say so
[12:54 AM]:  so, dont say you told me it was jonathon
[12:54 AM]:  i do say so
Lisavolley41387 [12:54 AM]:  but i said jonathan
[12:54 AM]:  just part of the game you were playing i guess
[12:54 AM]:  maybe it really was jonathon though
[12:54 AM]:  but, you said mario
Lisavolley41387 [12:55 AM]:  well sorry if i did-which i dont remember saying-but it was jonathan over
[12:57 AM]:  k
[12:59 AM]:  well, i hope you three had lots of fun....
Lisavolley41387 [12:59 AM]:  right, im sure you do
[12:59 AM]:  and i am glad that we had this conversation today.
[12:59 AM]:  i do
[12:59 AM]:  i know you wanted to try that
[12:59 AM]:  so, i am happy you did.
Lisavolley41387 [1:00 AM]:  right
[1:02 AM]:  yep

Sam sent me their conversation and he said I was lying again.

Lisavolley41387 [1:23 AM]:  so im lying again? whats that supposed to mean?
[1:23 AM]:  you two are soooooooo full of it.
Lisavolley41387 [1:23 AM]:  what am i lying about?
[1:24 AM]:  lots of stuff
Lisavolley41387 [1:25 AM]:  right
[1:25 AM]:  you did
[1:26 AM]:  sam says she never said she had a bf
[1:26 AM]:  so, who is lying?
Lisavolley41387 [1:26 AM]:  at the time she did
[1:26 AM]:  right
[1:26 AM]:  she says she never did
[1:26 AM]:  she then says she hasnt been getting it on with her ex
[1:27 AM]:  which whatever, you two are sooooooooo childish
Lisavolley41387 [1:27 AM]:  i never said theyve been "getting it on". i said theyve been hooking up
[1:27 AM]:  i will admit, she is worse than you though....
Lisavolley41387 [1:27 AM]:  right
[1:28 AM]:  no, you told me they've been getting it on
Lisavolley41387 [1:29 AM]:  Lisavolley41387 [12:35 AM]:  cause im talking to other people. i dont think she does right now, but shes been getting with her ex jonathan a lot
Lisavolley41387 [1:29 AM]:  where does it say that theyve been getting it on?
[1:29 AM]:  getting with her ex jonathan a lot
[1:29 AM]:  and thats nasty to want to get with me in the same night
[1:29 AM]:  ok
Lisavolley41387 [1:29 AM]:  getting with doesn't mean fucking, it means kicking it to each other
[1:30 AM]:  right
[1:30 AM]:  i dont care what they did
[1:30 AM]:  i dont want to kiss her
Lisavolley41387 [1:30 AM]:  so you say
[1:30 AM]:  knowing she might have had someones cock in her mouth that night
[1:30 AM]:  that is fucking sick!!!!!!!1
[1:30 AM]:  disgusting
[1:30 AM]:  ewwwwwwww
Lisavolley41387 [1:30 AM]:  she doesnt do that, she never has
[1:30 AM]:  whatever
Lisavolley41387 [1:30 AM]:  she hasnt
[1:31 AM]:  or whatever
[1:31 AM]:  it still gross
Lisavolley41387 [1:32 AM]:  yes it is. but she never said she wanted to do any of that
[1:32 AM]:  ok
[1:32 AM]:  right
[1:32 AM]:  you two were right next to eachother
[1:32 AM]:  telling eachother to say things
[1:32 AM]:  so, please
Lisavolley41387 [1:32 AM]:  not the whole time
[1:32 AM]:  please
Lisavolley41387 [1:32 AM]:  the only thing i told her to say was that mario isnt super mario, hes just mario
[1:33 AM]:  please
[1:33 AM]:  why even say he was coming over?
Lisavolley41387 [1:33 AM]:  no one did
[1:33 AM]:  please
[1:34 AM]: i cant believe i was ever interested in you
Lisavolley41387 [1:36 AM]: right, were you really interested in me? or was that all just some bullshit?
[1:37 AM]:  well, i wish you the best with mario and now jonathon i guess
Lisavolley41387 [1:38 AM]:  me and jonathan? i broke it off with mario.
[1:38 AM]:  sorry to hear that
Lisavolley41387 [1:38 AM]:  right...answer the question for me
[1:38 AM]:  what?
Lisavolley41387 [1:38 AM]:  were you really interested in me? or was that all just some bullshit?
[1:38 AM]:  was i interested?
[1:39 AM]:  thats why i wanted to come and see you as many times as i did
[1:39 AM]:  no, not really
Lisavolley41387 [1:40 AM]:  you couldve just wanted to get something from me
Lisavolley41387 [1:44 AM]:  exactly
[1:45 AM]:  lright
[1:45 AM]:  if that is what you want to think
[1:45 AM]:  straight
Lisavolley41387 [1:50 AM]:  well, then how come we never just hung out?
[1:50 AM]:  you're too busy too
Lisavolley41387 [1:51 AM]:  no im not and ive told you that countless times
[1:52 AM]:  right
[1:53 AM]:  funny how mario sees you more times than me
Lisavolley41387 [1:53 AM]:  ive known him longer, of course he has
[1:53 AM]:  ok
[2:08 AM]:  whatever
[2:08 AM]:  im going
Lisavolley41387 [2:08 AM]:  figures
[2:09 AM]:  you're going to try and make it seem like its all me
[2:09 AM]:  right
[2:09 AM]:  i made you go and fuck mario
[2:09 AM]:  whatever
[2:09 AM]:  so, you two enjoy eachother
[2:09 AM]:  and im not even mad about that
Lisavolley41387 [2:09 AM]:  i never said you did that, and i broke it off with him. and who says we did anything?
[2:09 AM]:  but, you didnt want to see me because of him
[2:09 AM]:  so straight
Lisavolley41387 [2:10 AM]:  youre the one that said you didnt want to see me anymore. i never said that to you dip shit.
[2:10 AM]:  yep
[2:10 AM]:  it's all over
[2:10 AM]:  you chose him over me
[2:10 AM]:  so good luck to you guys
Lisavolley41387 [2:10 AM]:  i didnt chose him over you
[2:10 AM]:  i will be 1st on someone else's list
[2:10 AM]:  whatever
[2:10 AM]:  it's cool
[2:10 AM]:  best of luck to you lisa
[2:10 AM]:  thanks for the game tonite too
Lisavolley41387 [2:10 AM]: right
[2:11 AM]:  lot of fun.
[2:11 AM]:  whatever
[2:11 AM]:  typical
Lisavolley41387 [2:11 AM]:  i didnt play any games with you tonight
Lisavolley41387 [2:11 AM]:  or ever
[2:11 AM]:  ok
[2:11 AM]:  take care of yourself
[2:11 AM]:  and good luck with mario..
[2:11 AM]:  or whoever it is.
Lisavolley41387 [2:11 AM]:  whats typical? you being the first one to say goodbye? yeah that is typical of you
[2:12 AM]:  yep
[2:12 AM]:  thats what i said didnt i?
Lisavolley41387 [2:12 AM]:  you never told me why you got mad at me, if it wasnt because of the mario thing
[2:13 AM]:  i dont need to explain
[2:13 AM]:  if you cant figure it out
[2:13 AM]:  oh well
Lisavolley41387 [2:13 AM]:  i didnt chose him over you and i wasnt playing games. so fuck off
[2:13 AM]:  what you didnt
[2:13 AM]:  see ya
[2:13 AM]:  bye
Lisavolley41387 [2:13 AM]:  whatever. have a great birthday jackass
[2:13 AM]:  and you dont need to write to me anymore either.
[2:14 AM]:  dont worry about me or anything
[2:14 AM]:  dont tell me happy bday
Lisavolley41387 [2:14 AM]:  i have better ways of spending my time
[2:14 AM]:  or happy fourth of july or whatever
[2:14 AM]:  i am sure you do.
[2:14 AM]:  like you did tonite
Lisavolley41387 [2:14 AM]:  fuck you. i didnt do anything tonight
[2:15 AM]:  right
[2:15 AM]:  right
[2:15 AM]:  keep telling yourself that
Lisavolley41387 [2:15 AM]:  youre such an ass
[2:15 AM]:  whatever, you have better things to do
[2:15 AM]:  so, i will let you go do them
[2:15 AM]:  adios
Lisavolley41387 [2:15 AM]: whatever
[2:15 AM]:  ciao
[2:15 AM]:  i am not an ass to you
Lisavolley41387 [2:16 AM]:  right right to hell you arent
[2:16 AM]:  you didnt want to see me
Lisavolley41387 [2:16 AM]:  according to you
[2:16 AM]:  so, we're not gonna see eachother anymore
[2:16 AM]:  if you want to be friends
[2:16 AM]:  cool
[2:16 AM]:  fine, we can be penpals
[2:16 AM]:  but, i dont ever get back with someone once they've chosen someone over me
[2:16 AM]:  sorry
[2:16 AM]:  i wont
Lisavolley41387 [2:17 AM]:  fine. i didnt chose him over you but whatever
[2:17 AM]:  lisa
[2:17 AM]:  you did too
[2:17 AM]:  you dont want to admit to it and be an adult about it, fine
Lisavolley41387 [2:17 AM]:  because i wouldnt sneak out last weekend means i chose him over you? ooook buddy
[2:17 AM]:  but we both know it
[2:17 AM]:  amd what did you say
[2:17 AM]:  i dont see other people while i am seeing someone
[2:17 AM]:  so, there you have it
[2:18 AM]:  voila
Lisavolley41387 [2:18 AM]:  sorry that i have morals. how dare i?
[2:18 AM]:  whatever
[2:18 AM]:  i didnt say there was anything wrong
[2:18 AM]:  with that
[2:18 AM]:  good for you
[2:18 AM]:  but, you chose him over me
Lisavolley41387 [2:18 AM]:  if you were doing something with someone, and i wanted to see you one night. would you have gone?
[2:19 AM]:  god forbid, i have a conscience and self-esteem
[2:19 AM]:  well, i am going
[2:20 AM]:  take care of yourself
Lisavolley41387 [2:20 AM]:  right, same to you
[2:20 AM]:  and of those good morals
[2:20 AM]:  hehe
Lisavolley41387 [2:20 AM]:  make sure you keep that self esteem of yours up, too.
[2:20 AM]:  thanks, i will try my hardest.
[2:20 AM]:  well, im gone
Lisavolley41387 [2:21 AM]:  good bye...nighty night
[2:21 AM]:  and i mean it though, dont write me anymore.
[2:21 AM]:  im done
Lisavolley41387 [2:21 AM]:  alrighty then....4th time
[2:21 AM]:  yep
[2:21 AM]:  i like to repeat things you know
[2:21 AM]:  me
Lisavolley41387 [2:21 AM]:  are your eyes burning this time too?
[2:21 AM]:  nop
Lisavolley41387 [2:22 AM]:  and they probably weren't the last time either
[2:22 AM]:  nope
Lisavolley41387 [2:22 AM]:  exactly....lies lies lies
[2:22 AM]:  you play too many games lisa
[2:22 AM]:  i dont need that stress
[2:22 AM]:  lies?
Lisavolley41387 [2:22 AM]:  ok. its all my fault. blame it all on me
[2:22 AM]:  when did i ever say my eyes were burning?
Lisavolley41387 [2:23 AM]:  last time you said you didnt want to talk anymore
[2:23 AM]:  that was i hint that i was getting watery
[2:23 AM]:  moron
[2:23 AM]:  a*
Lisavolley41387 [2:23 AM]:  yes i know asshole. but you probably werent
[2:23 AM]:  right
[2:23 AM]:  i probally wasn't
Lisavolley41387 [2:24 AM]:  exactly
[2:24 AM]:  yep
[2:24 AM]:  exactly
Lisavolley41387 [2:24 AM]:  i know
[2:24 AM]:  and mario was probally over tonite
Lisavolley41387 [2:24 AM]:  no he wasnt
[2:24 AM]:  right
[2:24 AM]:  hahah
[2:24 AM]:  still cant admit it
[2:24 AM]:  whatever
[2:24 AM]:  it's cool
Lisavolley41387 [2:24 AM]:  he wasnt
Lisavolley41387 [2:25 AM]:  if he came over, my mom would kick my ass because hes to old for me to be hanging out with him. so....he wasnt here
[2:25 AM]:  ok
[2:25 AM]:  whatever you say
[2:25 AM]:  well, im going to sleep
Lisavolley41387 [2:25 AM]:  right, yeah
[2:25 AM]:  cya around
Lisavolley41387 [2:26 AM]:  probably not, but ok
[2:26 AM]:  and good luck to you and "super" mario
Lisavolley41387 [2:26 AM]:  hes not super!
[2:26 AM]:  ok, then you have a nice life
[2:26 AM]:  and be good to the "super" one
Lisavolley41387 [2:26 AM]:  can you not get that through your head? hes just mario and we're nothing
[2:26 AM]:  awww
[2:26 AM]:  well, i am sorry to hear that
[2:26 AM]:  maybe things will work themselves out
Lisavolley41387 [2:27 AM]:  no youre not.
[2:27 AM]:  i told you to have that talk with him
Lisavolley41387 [2:27 AM]:  and i decided to break it off
[2:27 AM]:  sure i am, you seemed to like him judging from that conversation we had
[2:27 AM]:  so, you should talk to him
[2:27 AM]:  tell him how to work it
Lisavolley41387 [2:27 AM]:  or i could not talk to him
[2:27 AM]:  why
[2:27 AM]:  he was your first
[2:27 AM]:  and you like him
Lisavolley41387 [2:27 AM]:  and your point?
[2:27 AM]:  thats you told me
Lisavolley41387 [2:27 AM]:  no i dont like him
[2:28 AM]:  what
[2:28 AM]:  what*
Lisavolley41387 [2:28 AM]:  i dont like mario
[2:28 AM]:  just liked fucking him huh
[2:28 AM]:  hahah
Lisavolley41387 [2:28 AM]: right buddy. friends with benefits. just like me and you were
[2:28 AM]:  yep
[2:29 AM]:  but you chose one friend over the other
Lisavolley41387 [2:29 AM]:  cause youre an ass
[2:29 AM]:  you didn't give hm oral?
Lisavolley41387 [2:29 AM]:  and thats your business because?
[2:29 AM]:  exactly
[2:29 AM]:  so, dont give me this 2 time crap
[2:29 AM]:  please
[2:30 AM]:  and that is why you chose him over me
Lisavolley41387 [2:30 AM]: whatever. fuck off moron.
[2:30 AM]:  because he is so nice to you
[2:30 AM]:  i guess thats why you dont want to see him anymore too
[2:30 AM]:  huh
[2:30 AM]:  hes that nice.
Lisavolley41387 [2:31 AM]:  its none of your damn business why i dont want to see him anymore
[2:31 AM]:  youre right about that
[2:31 AM]:  it's none of my fucking business
[2:32 AM]:  but, when you want to play your stupid little games with your friend
Lisavolley41387 [2:32 AM]:  yet, you continue to bring mario up...why is that bijan?
[2:32 AM]:  that is crossing the fucking line
[2:32 AM]:  so, whatever
Lisavolley41387 [2:32 AM]:  i didnt play any games with my friend
[2:32 AM]:  dont dish it off if you cant take shit
[2:32 AM]:  whatever you can think what you want
[2:32 AM]:  just like you wanted to see me tomorrow
Lisavolley41387 [2:32 AM]:  crossing the line?
[2:33 AM]:  just like you didnt choose mario over me
Lisavolley41387 [2:33 AM]:  i never said i did, and i never said i didnt
[2:33 AM]:  just like he wasnt over there tonite
[2:33 AM]:  i mean, puhlease
Lisavolley41387 [2:33 AM]:  fuck you, he wasnt
[2:33 AM]:  you know...........
[2:33 AM]:  it's pathetic
[2:33 AM]:  i am so fucking serious
[2:33 AM]:  dont ever fucking talk to me again
Lisavolley41387 [2:33 AM]:  whats pathetic?
[2:33 AM]:  EVER
[2:34 AM]:  dont say hi
[2:34 AM]:  happy bday
Lisavolley41387 [2:34 AM]:yeah you are rather fucking pathetic.
[2:34 AM]:  dont say a fucking thing to me
Lisavolley41387 [2:34 AM]:  typical
[2:34 AM]:  just leave me the fuck alone
[2:34 AM]:  i dont need you and her shit
Lisavolley41387 [2:34 AM]:  fine...whatever
[2:34 AM]:  go play with some other persons mind
[2:35 AM]:  just stay the fuck away from me
Lisavolley41387 [2:35 AM]:  i never played with your mind
[2:35 AM]:  i mean it too
[2:35 AM]:  leave me alone
[2:35 AM]:  dont write me
Lisavolley41387 [2:35 AM]:  i snuck out almost every time you wanted me to.
[2:35 AM]:  dont call me
Lisavolley41387 [2:35 AM]:  ive never called you before, why the hell would i now?
[2:35 AM]:  just think i died tonite
[2:35 AM]:  thats true
Lisavolley41387 [2:35 AM]: is the dieing part a promise? or just another lie of yours?
[2:36 AM]:  well, you were probally too busy making plans with M
[2:36 AM]:  lol
Lisavolley41387 [2:37 AM]:  ahhhhhhhh yes yes thats exactly it. good job bijan. even though i broke it off with him, thats exactly what im doing right now
[2:37 AM]:  coolio
[2:37 AM]:  well, then you're all hooked up
[2:37 AM]:  sounds good
[2:37 AM]:  see, just have that talk with him
[2:37 AM]:  alright
Lisavolley41387 [2:37 AM]:  or i could not
[2:38 AM]:  whatever
[2:38 AM]:  do what you want
[2:38 AM]:  just leave me alone though
Lisavolley41387 [2:38 AM]:  i will, thanks for your permission though. i appreciate it oh so very very much
[2:38 AM]:  whatever, piss off
Lisavolley41387 [2:38 AM]:  fuck yourself
[2:38 AM]:  bye....
Lisavolley41387 [2:39 AM]:  yep, bye again
[2:39 AM]:  go fuck mario with sam
Lisavolley41387 [2:39 AM]:  or i could not
[2:39 AM]:  you already did
[2:39 AM]:  do it again
[2:39 AM]:  or maybe jonathon this time
Lisavolley41387 [2:39 AM]:  how bout no
Lisavolley41387 [2:39 AM]:  i dont go with friends exes. sorry
[2:39 AM]:  right
[2:39 AM]:  right
Lisavolley41387 [2:39 AM]:  i dont
[2:40 AM]:  good
[2:40 AM]:  i forgot you got morals
Lisavolley41387 [2:40 AM]:  yep exactly
[2:40 AM]:  well, goodbye
[2:40 AM]:  nice knowing yo
[2:40 AM]:  you*
Lisavolley41387 [2:40 AM]:  bye you fucking pig...have a great life
[2:41 AM]:  yeah, im the fucking pig that played games right?
[2:41 AM]:  has your friends write to me
Lisavolley41387 [2:41 AM]:  at least i dont wanna fuck every person i meet
[2:41 AM]:  to fuck with me and get nasty to me
[2:41 AM]:  whatever
[2:41 AM]:  sure you dont
Lisavolley41387 [2:41 AM]:  i dont. im not like you, remember?
[2:41 AM]:  hahaha
[2:41 AM]:  you fucked mario since i was last with you
[2:42 AM]:  how many times?
[2:42 AM]:  i haven't had sex once
[2:42 AM]:  hmmmmm
[2:42 AM]:  how many times?
[2:42 AM]:  @?
[2:42 AM]:  2?
[2:42 AM]:  3?
[2:42 AM]:  4?
Lisavolley41387 [2:42 AM]:  i havent fucked mario since i was last with you asshole.
[2:42 AM]:  hahaha
Lisavolley41387 [2:42 AM]: whatever
[2:42 AM]:  what you didnt
[2:42 AM]:  whatever
Lisavolley41387 [2:42 AM]:  uhhh i didnt
[2:42 AM]:  you said you gave him head both times you fucked him
[2:43 AM]:  or was that just a lie?
Lisavolley41387 [2:43 AM]:  i never said that...dude, quit making up bogus bullshit ok?
[2:43 AM]:  so, it was a lot more than just two times
Lisavolley41387 [2:43 AM]: yes, it was many many times. 40 or something like that retard
[2:43 AM]:  whatever
[2:43 AM]:  well, the pig has gotta to go and return to hell
Lisavolley41387 [2:43 AM]:  see, and you bring mario into this again.
[2:43 AM]:  oink oink
[2:43 AM]:  oink
[2:43 AM]:  oink
[2:44 AM]:  bye
[2:44 AM]:  and remember
Lisavolley41387 [2:44 AM]:  see ya
Lisavolley41387 [2:44 AM]:  dont fucking talk to you, ill remember that trust me
[2:44 AM]:  LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
Lisavolley41387 [2:44 AM]:  same to you buddy. dont bother jill or sam either
[2:44 AM]:  i dont have time for games or your bs
Lisavolley41387 [2:44 AM]:  right
[2:44 AM]:  i already hooked up with jill
[2:45 AM]:  sam might be next
[2:45 AM]:  i dunno
Lisavolley41387 [2:45 AM]:  alright, keep pretending you did
[2:45 AM]:  she lives closer to the expressway than you do.
[2:45 AM]:  ;-)
Lisavolley41387 [2:46 AM]:  so what? doesnt mean shit, now does it buddy? my grandma lives pretty damn close too. did you hook up with her too?
[2:46 AM]:  exactly....
Lisavolley41387 [2:46 AM]:  my cousins live right next to my grandma...them too, right?
[2:46 AM]:  how would i know where she lives
Lisavolley41387 [2:46 AM]:  you dont know where jill lives either
[2:46 AM]:  that she lives closer to the expressway than you do
[2:48 AM]:  i hope you three accomplish your threesome fantasy
Lisavolley41387 [2:48 AM]:  whatever. hope your horny ass gets laid soon
[2:49 AM]:  dont worry about my bday
[2:49 AM]:  i will just play with myself
Lisavolley41387 [2:49 AM]:  not a problem
[2:49 AM]:  you know my ass is always horny
[2:49 AM]:  so......
Lisavolley41387 [2:49 AM]:  good for you. enjoy yourself
[2:49 AM]:  i better satisfy myself right?
[2:49 AM]:  hahahahaha
Lisavolley41387 [2:50 AM]:  yeah, since no one else will do it for you
[2:50 AM]:  well, now that you got laid tonite it will be another two weeks before you'll want to again
[2:50 AM]:  nope
[2:50 AM]:  im a bum
[2:50 AM]:  im ugly
[2:50 AM]:  im a pig
Lisavolley41387 [2:50 AM]:  i didnt get laid tonight
[2:50 AM]:  so
[2:50 AM]:  of course not
Lisavolley41387 [2:51 AM]:  oh of course. you would know every time i did something. sorry, i forgot
[2:51 AM]:  if you say so....
Lisavolley41387 [2:52 AM]:  yep
[2:52 AM]:  tonite you did though
Lisavolley41387 [2:52 AM]:  no i didnt
Lisavolley41387 [2:53 AM]:  if i did, i would say i did. but i didnt!!!!!!!!!!!
[2:53 AM]:  ok
[2:53 AM]:  maybe tomorrow
Lisavolley41387 [2:53 AM]:  or not. im not a whore
[2:54 AM]:  why would you be a whore
[2:54 AM]:  unless you had some tonite or something?
Lisavolley41387 [2:54 AM]:  i broke it off with mario yesterday, and then i go and fuck someone else? or something? that doesnt sound like a whore to you?
[2:55 AM]:  i guess
[2:59 AM]:  so, why hang out with him tonite for then?
Lisavolley41387 [2:59 AM]:  i didnt
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Lisa. 16. Sicilian. Chicago. Southside. Junior in high school. Mood swings. Rebel. Musician. Flute. Bass. Nipple fetish. Short. Weird. Athletic. Middle Child. Likes surveys. Labeled as "Punk" and "Goth." Sees no point in labels. Smart. Debates. Yells a lot. Reads. Writes. Penguins are awesome. Hates curly hair. Hates phones. Dyed black hair. 4.3 GPA. Quiet. Little feet. Black clothes. Chains. Spikes. Bad temper. Impatient. Hates shopping.

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